Truth of the Universe. There are no religions, countries, cultures, race or any divisions. Our Universal Rights of Freedom

I am intent of TRUTH of ourselves and discovering the TRUTH of I AM and WE ARE!

I recently watched Mark Passio's 9 hour seminar on Natural Laws and the True Law of Attraction.

I found it to be about all of the things I have thought of previously and learned more.

As he says in the video.... learning TRUTH takes time and if you desire Freedom, then take the time to learn TRUTH!  I highly recommend watching the whole 9 hours, because of the Truth in it and thus having the Freedom in Self and Love of self, besides expanding your knowledge of All.  It is liberating!

I had realized how we are all slaves to authority and that we have to live by laws those at the top do not.  Just as we have to pay taxes and will go to jail and have our things taken away if we do not, yet Timothy Geithner our previous Treasury Secretary and lots of the big corporations and individuals in government do not pay taxes.

Why is there one law for them and another for us?  Why is it this is allowed?

It is because we have allowed it.  All of us collectively have not stood up for our Universal Rights of Freedom.

I am not talking about country rights of Freedom of where you are born.  I am speaking about our God/Natural Law Rights that every single individual and soul on this planet has.

Our rights are not defined by country/race/culture/religion or anything else.  Our real rights are defined by God, the Universe.

What is the Truth?  The truth is, we have gone down the path of immorality, which is again not defined by any man made law or religion, but defined by God.  We have allowed others to 'lord' over us when it is not their right to.  We have allowed the brainwashing of believing those in government/churches/royalty/ etc are better and above us, thus they can make the rules for what we are allowed to do.

I did a video previously about Loving yourself.  Once you love and forgive yourself, you begin your journey of being FREE!  The Freedom that we ALL have the natural right to!  The Freedom of creation through our Love and Energy!

The real Truth is... we have been taught division of country, religion, politics, race, culture, family, birth right, and every other type division possible.

If we allow ourselves to really understand and be the Truth of ourselves/I AM, then we know there is not one single division in reality, they are only man made/evil divisions created for all of us to remain in slavery.

Everyone of us have been slaves believing there is any authority above us and allowed to rule us and there is a separation of people through the previously mentioned defined reasons.

I am here to ask everyone to PLEASE begin LOVING yourself - FORGIVING YOURSELF and FORGIVING ALL OTHERS!

We need to do this together.  It is Time!  It is Time for us all to awaken to our TRUTH of Self.

There is no need for anyone to lack anything at all!

Another brainwashing is money is evil and bad.  That is not true.  That again is to keep you down and depressed and controlled.

The book "The end of All Evil"   has this on page 40:

 Money is good. Culture has invented the lies of money's evil so that authority can more easily lay claim to it. Authority can take your ambition for improving your life by demonizing your labors. Culture teaches people that desiring greater comforts is selfish and greedy. It teaches that money is a mysterious evil.

The more money is condemned, the easier it is to steal from you. Greed does not exist amongst free people. Greed is not the love of money. The love of money is only the love of a better life. Greed is the theft of money, and it exists only among tyrants.

There is no end to the amount of improvement you can have in your life. There is no limit to humanity's ability to cure disease, to end hunger and to enjoy life. Culture would have you believe that you are limited. Culture teaches that you are not worthy of achieving your dreams.

There is no greed in desiring more, there is only greed in stealing the labors of another. Theft is evil. It is the nature of authority to steal. Only tyrants posses greed. When culture teaches that working for money is greed, it also teaches that labor without money is noble. Laboring by rule of law for the collective “we” is taught as the proper form of ambition. If you cannot choose to give or to keep, then you are not “we;” you are a slave.

I ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN ME IN FREEDOM!  I ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN ME IN LOVING YOURSELF!  I ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN ME IN FORGIVING YOURSELF!  WE ARE THE ONES RIGHT NOW THAT CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!  WE HAVE TO MAKE THAT DIFFERENCE IN TRUTH!  WE HAVE TO START THAT TRUTH WITHIN BY LOVING OURSELVES!  WE ARE THE MIRACLES OF TODAY!  WE ARE THE ONES HERE TO CREATE WHAT SHOULD BE AND WHAT NATURAL LAWS ARE!  I ASK IN LOVE TO ALL...... PLEASE LOVE YOURSELF!  HAND IN HAND THROUGH OUR ENERGY WE WILL ILLUMINATE OUR WORLD AND OURSELVES IN KNOWLEDGE AND TRUTH! 

Video I did previously, inserting here... Miracles in your life through the mirroring of your thoughts/feelings. Self Love.



Another video I did recently was about my experiments with my vibrations and energy and how it possibly affected those around me in a positive way from my observations.

Why am I here? What is the purpose? Do you ever have those questions?

I am in one of my 'moods', where I simply don't understand "Why am I here and what is my purpose?"

Do you have those days?  Where you just don't see any 'good' purpose for your life?

Even though this is something I would normally keep to myself, I feel I should go ahead and write about it.

There are many things on a personal note, I don't write about even though I have had an urge to express my feelings.

This time I felt I should write about it for some reason.

I had a really bad day, yesterday.  I was in a terrible mood due to various reasons.  I mainly blamed it on our rescue rottie (Shiraz) as she destroyed many outdoor cushions and the yard was a disaster of pillow stuffing.  I was upset over that and the fact she is still going potty inside the house, even though it has been 3 weeks since getting her.

It of course set the stage for my being horrid yesterday.  But the real problem was 'me'.  The real problem has been what 'my worth' during this lifetime is.   What am I doing with my life and where am I going?

I have been working intently on 'connecting' with the higher vibrations, 'God' in my life.  I have been studying how our vibrations are everything and how we draw to us and our lives are a result of 'how we think and feel'.

I feel as if I am in a rut now.  What is the purpose of my doing what I am doing and what am I doing in the first place?

Why write about things such as Chemtrails and the lies of politicians besides what is really Truth?  When people deny it and won't/don't want to wake up to the Truth and help eradicate the lies and stop what the 'insanes' are doing?

Why are we living through this existence when the thrill and fun of living is not there?  Why are we just 'living' the life we are if it is dull and boring?

I am someone who wants to see the world and all the magnificent places in it!  I have been blessed to see much of it, but there is so much more.  Places I want to see and experience: Machu Pichu, Southern part of Chile, Easter Island, Arctic, The Amazon, Pacific Atolls, the list goes on and on.

What is my life at this point?  What good am I doing?  Where is my life going?

We all have different desires in this life.  We all have different purposes and reasons we are all here, in our lives to live.

But the common purpose we ALL do have is to learn to LOVE each other and be ONE with each other and all things.

Yesterday, I was very unloving.  I was unloving to myself and my dog.  As I said, I blamed my dog for my bad mood, when I really knew I was upset with myself.  I have come to that understanding, at least.  When I am really upset with my daughter, I know it is because I am really unhappy with myself.  When I do get really upset, I always think about it and know it is me, not whatever the situation is, that is really bothering me.  It is where my life is right now, yet how I really desire to have something different at this time.

I pray for everyone to fully know the truth of themselves.  I put my energy into that.  I also put my energy and prayers into people understanding how everything in our life is from where we put our energy and thoughts.  I have been seriously working on changing my energies into the positive and creating prosperity.  Yes, I believe having money (an energy) is a good thing.  I understand how I have repelled it in the past through 'feeling guilty, that it is bad, it doesn't make you happy, and so on', which is how we have been trained to think about it.

We have been trained to have limited thinking in all we do.  We have been trained to stay within our 'bounds' in society.  We have been trained that to have a lot of money, makes you an un-spiritual and bad person.

Yet, we are trained to worry about money and our situations constantly.

When we do worry about it and put our energy into our problems instead of solutions, we cause the problems to become bigger.

We are controlled in every aspect.   That is the other problem I was having yesterday.  The fact that everything is controlled besides the poisoning of the Earth, animals and people.

Another underlying frustration is "How do we stop and change what is going on?"  That is a huge frustration for me.  How do we stop the Chemtrails?  How do we stop the brainwashing and how does the Truth of all things, get revealed and come to light?

Yes, I am venting here.  It is hard for me to get this out, since it is very personal feelings and thoughts.

I do wonder "Why am I here?"  We have to feel we have a purpose and doing something in our lives instead of just living it.  I really desire to make a difference, not just in my life but in the world.  

I get frustrated and angry with what is happening in this world.  The way the Earth is becoming toxic from the insanes and how they are so greedy and controlling.  They have set us up to be reliant upon them in every way.  They have not allowed 'free energy' devices to come to the market where we could all be self sufficient.   They have our energy revolve around oil, nuclear and fossil fuels instead of our each having our own energy sources that are non-toxic to the Earth.  They do this in greed and for control of the people.

There have  been many times I have questioned "How is this being allowed by God and isn't what they are doing against Universal laws?"  The way they poison our food, water and air, how is that being allowed?  Is there a universal law that by them showing us things in movies and in the media we then allow those things to happen against us?

We are so brainwashed to constantly compare ourselves to others.  The advertisements are (especially for women) where you have to buy this product or that to try and look like this person or try and stay young.  We are set up for failure.  We will never be 'good enough' in our own minds the way the media has set it up.  They photoshop pictures of women too.  No one is perfect and even those at the top (models, actors, etc) are insecure.  Look how they have to drown themselves in drugs and alcohol.

In other words we are suppose to strive to be what we can never be.  We are set up to not be happy with Who We Are!  We are set up to be insecure!  Can we look at each other and see the beauty of who we really are?  Can we see each other in the light of Love and the beautiful soul/spirit that God created?  Instead of seeing each other's human imperfections and worrying about our imperfections?

I am over it ALL!  One thing that gives me peace is knowing I am a soul in a human body having an Earthly experience for growth.  But then I have days as yesterday where I feel like a complete failure and my life is nothing.

It is hard to stay in a 'positive' attitude, every day without letting the negativity get to you.

One thing I have thought and have contemplated many times over and over again.  It is, in the Bible it says "Christ will Return".  Here is what I have thought about many times.  The fact that Jesus said "You can do as me, if you have the faith the size of a mustard seed."  (I will ask everyone to go and get a mustard seed, if you don't have one, go to the store and buy a spice container of it.)  I believe Jesus came to show us what we can do if we live in LOVE for ourselves and each other.  He said that too.  I believe WE are the ones who are suppose to save ourselves!  We are the ones who have to change our way of thinking!  We are the ones who need to loves ourselves and each other, without the divisions of country, race, culture, politics, gender, religion, etc.  We should look at all others as ourselves.

Then I get frustrated and question "How do we do that?"  "How can we do that, when our world is set up to be the opposite?  How do we get past the brainwashing and control of the way we think and feel?"

I am venting as there is so much going on that puts us off our 'path'.  How do we change the path?  How do we really make a difference?  How do we make our life worthwhile?

I expect many reading this, have had the same thoughts and questions about their lives.  Many have had days as I did, yesterday where my life feels as if it is nothing of value.

We are in this All Together!  It is really up to us to change things and change our way of thinking.  It is up to us to work on eliminating all the 'limiting brainwashing' that we have been subjected to since birth.

There have been many times I have wanted to write about very personal thoughts and feelings and I have stopped myself.  It is too 'revealing' to do that to the world.  It is too personal.  But this time I have written about very personal thoughts and feelings.  It is tough to do, to put yourself out there for 'ridicule or exposure'.  We have been trained to hide our very personal thoughts due to 'what others may think' of them.
Well, I guess I am trying to step out from our limited thinking by posting this.  Will I post it?  Will I hit that 'publish' button?  If you are reading this, then I have gone ahead and taken steps to 'reveal' inner and personal thoughts/feelings.

How do we help each other?  How do we help ourselves?  What is our purpose?  How do we live every moment in Love?  Are we expected to be Loving every moment?   Where is my life going?  Will I be able to overcome the limited thinking and will Truth come out about who we are?

Over and over I read about 'meditating' as the way to understanding and all the answers are 'within'.  It is something I have not been good at, as I am a hyper person.  I get frustrated about that too.  I do wish the answers were right there and I didn't have to sit quietly and 'listen' for them.

THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO VENT MY FRUSTRATIONS AND INNER THOUGHTS/FEELINGS WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! 

We are not human bodies with Spirits, We are Spirits/Souls in Human Bodies!

Since the New Year day of 2014, I have been working on 'vibrations'.  I have been listening to all the various higher vibration hertz videos on youtube.  I have been watching movies and documentaries about spirituality.  I have had this unquenchable thirst to fully be who I AM.  To fully be the Truth of Who WE ARE!

Part of that searching brought me to realize something that we have been told is a lie.  We are told we are "Human bodies with Spirits/Souls".  What I came to realize is that is wrong.  We are Souls/Spirits living in Human bodies during this lifetime.  There is a big difference to me.

Those are two totally different things.  It is just as anything in this life, there are truths that are revealed with lies so we do not fully become our 'beings' and who we really are.

We have more power than anyone realizes.  We could all change this world in seconds.  All it takes is our using our vibrations and energy in Love.

The process of removing our brainwashing through the media and advertisements of limited thinking and our constantly not being good enough or comparing ourselves to others is a deliberate mindset.

We have been controlled through being made to not feel 'good enough'.  This even applies to those who we are trying to be like.  Look at all the insecure 'movie stars' who do drugs and drink alcohol and have lots of plastic surgery.  They live on insecurity and are worried about their looks constantly.

Understand our society is set up to make us insecure.  It is set up for us not to Love ourselves or feel we are good enough.  This is the way we are controlled in all aspects of our lives.  If we felt good about ourselves then we would understand our own power through our positive energy and Love.

Every single thing in our lives is energy.  We draw and co-create our lives through our way of thinking.   We need to have the intent to re-program ourselves to the Truth of who We ARE and how we create all things that happen.

I have watched so many videos about vibrations and energy.  I listen to 432, 528, 741 hertz music constantly in 2014.  I am determined to change my thoughts and energy to be aligned how we are meant to be.   There are numerous youtube videos with those hertz.  (Make sure that the videos are actually the hertz.  Comments will inform you if they are or not, due to many testing the hertz of the videos.)

God does LOVE us!  We are co-creators with God.  Not one person needs to be in lack!  Not one person needs to want for anything!  We are meant to understand that the Universe is absolutely Prosperous and there is Prosperity for EVERYONE!  Prosperity, Happiness, Contentment, Love is not just for a few but for us all!  God wants us to be happy!  God wants us to fully enjoy this life and his creations.  We are one with all!

Part of changing vibrations and energy is being Thankful for all things!  Grace comes and happens instead of Karma.   Grace has been happening to me over and over again.  Many 'bad' situations ended up being 'Grace', my car being broken into (no windows busted and though the inside looked trashed, the seats were not ripped and things went back together.  There was no permanent damage).  My being bitten by a dog (rottweiler), he only ended up getting my pinkie finger, instead of whole hand.  He got it right between his canine teeth and in front - so my finger mushed down and again no real or permanent damage.   Both those situations were Grace in action!  Is it the way I choose to view them only?  No!  I sincerely believe it could have been Karma and my car could have been trashed so badly that it would have been un-driveable and cost a lot of money.  The dog bite could have been my whole hand and I could have had major damage.  The two recent situations were by the Grace of God and I am very thankful.

I am thankful for all in my life!  In fact I heat my house with wood.  I have a Yukon Eagle heater, which is amazing.  The wood came from beautiful trees that provided life and safety for many animals, while they were in the ground and living.  The wood is energy and the tree lost it's life for one reason or another.  I actually thank my wood, it's vibration and energy before I put it in the heater.  I can tell you, I sincerely believe the wood last twice as long and burns hotter due to my appreciation of it and thanking it for it's life and energy.

I am sure some are reading this believing that it is 'nuts' to thank wood or anything else as that.  I can tell you being thankful has been making a big difference in my life!

We are vibrations, we are energy, so is everything else.  Every single thing in our world is energy and vibrations.  Even the things that are solid are vibration in one form or another.

The secret is, what type of energy and vibrations are we relaying to our world?  Are we concentrating on our problems instead of the solutions or what we desire?

The more we 'worry' and think about our problems, the more those come to us.  But when we change our vibrations and energy and put them into what we desire then what we desire comes to us.  It is a natural universal law.  Where we put our energy is what we manifest.

I know it is very hard to keep our energy into the visualization and feelings of what we desire and not to put them into our current situations.  We have been taught to worry about what is wrong and not create what is right.  That is a form of control.  Just imagine if those at the top who know the way the universe works actually allowed us to be who we are, we would have a world that is Peace and Love.  We would all know there is no separation between any of us, no matter, race, religion or culture.  We are all here living in our worlds due to our own creation and intent.

I do believe in reincarnation, I do believe we all choose to be here as we are for our own growth.  The growth can be from Karma or Grace.

I am a very spiritual person.  I try to live every moment in thankfulness.  I ask constantly for 'God's Will' to be done in my life!  I release my own will (ego) to live within God's Will.   I ask, to be the best I can be and to try to be part of the solution and help with creating a positive difference in people's lives, not just my own.  I would love to help make a difference in the world and I believe that is getting Truth out!  Truth of ourselves without Fear!  That truth is what will change our world!  The Truth is what can change everything going on.

Once we understand, We ARE THE POWER for creating all that is happening.  That is why movies and the media puts things out there ahead of time, it is so we then have the 'consciousness' of what they want manifested.  It is through our thought processes that world events manifest.  If we changed our consciousness to LOVE and PEACE and UNITY then we would have that.   I can tell you with my own feeling, after the 2011 Japanese quake and tsunami, there was a vibration of LOVE from the people around the world!  I felt the LOVE and I felt our world's vibration changing.  Those at the top 'felt' what was going on too so the story changed within 48 hours.  I found more hate, division, fear, and worry stories (including Fukushima) being broadcasted.  They had to change the story, they had to stop the LOVE vibration.  Literally I felt a shift, but it was halted.  Our Truth and Power is hidden from us.  It is time to Be our Truth and Power!

Is it easy to do?  No, it is not.  It is something I keep my intent on! We have to change our way of thinking (of lack and limit) that has been instilled in us and we became indoctrinated and brainwashed to, since birth.

There are so many things I do, from the Quantum K - which works on your subconscious to change our thinking to listening to all the various higher hertz music.  I have begun working on meditating for the first time in my life.  

I realized, when I have sent out "Love" to the world in the last year, I was doing it through my mind compared to my vibrations.  There is a huge difference.  When we only use our mind in intent compared to our energy and vibrations it does not get us far.  But once we decide to sincerely understand how vibrations work in our lives, we can change our lives and help change the world.

Every thought is a ripple in the universe.  What ripples do we want to create?  Do we desire to create Love and Prosperity and Unity for ourselves and the world in ripples?

What is important to know, is WE DO MATTER!  Everyone of us is important!  YOU are Important!  YOU MATTER!  You Make a difference!

YOU are AWESOME!  Do you understand that?  BELIEVE in yourself!  Part of that believing is also Forgiving!  Forgiving every person who you have resentments or anger towards and most important in order to LOVE yourself, you have to Forgive Yourself for all past things.  To me, that is/has been the hardest, forgiving of self!  I constantly have things come to mind of what I did 20/30/40 years ago.  I am 51 years old now.  Yep, admitting my age.  I remember lots of bad things I have done and said to others.  I will get upset and embarrassed when I remember them.  But I believe it is the process we must go through to LOVE ourselves and others.  We dredge up those things we don't like that we have done in the past!  When it happens (remember past events), I now "Forgive myself and ask for forgiveness from the other person involved" and I release it.  It is an ongoing process but it is making a difference in my loving myself.  Everything is about growth of our spirit and being who we really are.

I have begun giving a 'mustard seed' to people.  Why?  Jesus said "If you have the faith of  the size of a mustard seed, you can do the same as I do."  Yes, I believe Jesus is the way to God, but not as the "only son of God" but he came to show us what we are capable of.  He says so, right in the Bible.  Why it is twisted by religions, is only due to control of the people.  By having the faith of LOVE and Unity of ourselves and all others, we are in Unity with the vibrations of God.  I believe Budda, Mohammad, Jesus and all others who created 'miracles' and people pray to, came to show us the way of LOVE!

Don't say "I am only human" that is a limiting phrase  that has been taught to us, to limit us.  We are not 'only' human!  We are Spirit, we are Soul in a human body for this life experience!  Once we fully understand this difference as the title says, we will be better at our intent creations.

God Loves Us!  We co-create with him!  ALL IS LOVE!  ALL IS VIBRATION!

I have found EFT tapping, thanks to a friend.  I have found Brad Yates youtube channel to be awesome.
He has a video about 'Allowing Miracles' into your life.

Here is a video - Mind Science.  It is about our vibrations and the hidden secrets of how it works.

 I do a lot of research about vibrations now and have watched a lot of videos.  I could put everything here (but there is a lot of it) but I also believe, everyone who has the intent and desire to work on their vibrations will also take the time to find what is right for themselves.

I can only write from my heart and try and give information out about my understandings.   I can't and won't force people to believe them.

But here is my 'Gift' to you.......  a mustard Seed!  Have the FAITH, BELIEF, LOVE AND FORGIVENESS FOR YOURSELF AND ALL OTHERS!  Change our Vibrations and We Change the World!  It starts with ourselves and ripples out into consciousness!

With Sincere LOVE AND APPRECIATION TO ALL WHO READ THIS!  THANK YOU!  THANK YOU FOR YOUR POSITIVE VIBRATIONS AND LOVE!  Together... We Make A Difference!  I am blessed to have many friends who have made a difference in my life by sending me awesome information.

I have quite a few posts of Spiritual Information on the blog from past months and years.  It used to be sporadic, but for those who have been reading my blog for awhile, I am sure you have noticed the way my writing is going now.  I am still writing about TRUTH and it is the TRUTH that will make a difference and change our world, individually and collectively!

Once we understand we are Spirit in human bodies, then our fear of death, life events, etc. dissolves.  We know, in reality We Live On, it is simply the body that dies.  Our Spirit/Soul never dies... there is nothing to fear at all!  

I choose to create a beautiful Life for myself and I choose to do this by changing my vibrations to LOVE!  It is one step at a time and one moment at a time... but it is my intent!

Searching For Truth, Self, Creation, and Trying to Discriminate between Lies mixed with Truth. What I desire, Deserve..... Understandings.

The following is my opinion.  It is what I feel through my years of searching for the Truth of All and ourselves.   When I put: is, are and things as 'fact', those are my understandings of what is but may not be yours.

I feel the desire to express myself and what I understand at this time.

We are all on a journey during this lifetime.  We are here to grow, Love and Create to grow closer to God and our God selves.

I have this very strong desire to know Truth!  Not just Truth of what is really happening in the world but Truth of ourselves and who we ARE!

I wrote a long time ago about finding out the meaning of 'Apacolpyse' ,  in reality the meaning is wonderful.  It means the unveiling, the truth coming out, what is hidden is shown.   Those at the top (insanes) are the ones who made the word fearful to the public.  They used it as "the end of the world" meaning.  Yes, it would be the end of their world and control but it would be the liberation and freedom for the rest of us due to Truth being revealed.

In the years I have been searching for Truth and All that is, I have come across constant lies in books and information that is mixed in with Truth.   From my point of view, everything that is out there has first been gotten a hold of by the insanes and changed for them to maintain control.

Many will get upset when I say this, but it includes the Bible.  The bible has truths and untruths in it.  It was changed where we are not to look within but we had to always look outside of ourselves for God and we have to ask God for any good things to come into our lives.   God is vengeful and destructive etc.  Even when I was a kid reading the bible, it did not 'feel' right to me.

There was another bible, The Kolbrin bible that came to my attention the other day.  I read it completely yesterday.  I was hoping for Truth and that it was not changed by the insanes.   But what I felt (my own knowing) is it was corrupted by the insanes already.  This bible was suppose to have been hidden away and was in safe keeping for thousands of years.  I read it and found that the blame of the fall of man and why we are where we are, is because of women.   Women are the bad guys in this bible.  Then it has how it is okay to kill in war and so on.... Bullshit to all of that.   Yet again I was hoping to have found Truth and yet again I found lies.    But I did find from page 126 - there were truths (in my opinion) about God and what he says is and isn't.  I then understood why churches would not want this information out, because God says "Churches are not needed."  It is all within us and if there is any section that is good to read of that bible, it starts at page 126.

I have read hundreds of books, from new age to mainstream popular books.  I am in the middle of reading "The Tibetan living and dying book." right now.  I have read Christian, Buddhist, and many other different type religion books, in my search for the Truth.   I have gone to many churches (all various religions) but have not felt comfortable at any one of them.  To me they always talked about money and needing more money for this or that of the Church.    The part that I have stopped at of the Tibetan book right now is the section where it says "We are made to drink from the amnesia waters before coming back into a human body."  That section matches with a book that said we are prisoners and we go through amnesia treatments to keep us prisoners between lives.

I do want to rant about that part for a moment.  WHY do we have to go through Amnesia treatments between lives?  Other books say it is through 'Grace" we do so..... where we don't remember all the 'terrible' things we have done in past lives, so it doesn't hold us up in the current life.   Sorry, but I do believe that we would grow faster if we could remember the bad things we have done previously.  We would learn better to not make those mistakes again.   We would also remember the Wonderful things we have done.  We could ask for forgiveness of others and forgive ourselves.  Don't we have to do that currently anyway?  Don't we have to constantly ask for forgiveness from others and work to forgive ourselves when we do things that are not of 'God' in this lifetime?   So if it was Grace to forget all between lifetimes, then why isn't it Grace to forget things from moment to moment in this lifetime of the negative we did previously?

Do the insanes know the truth?  I believe so.  I believe they have not had to go through the amnesia process we have to go through between lifetimes.  I believe they are able to simply move their spirit from one human body to another when needed.   I believe they have been on Earth for thousands of years and have been controlling all at the 'top' (governments, presidents, etc).  I believe we have not ever seen one of their faces either.  I believe they control all behind the scenes.

Everything that has been written or we have been told in limited thinking is a form of them controlling us.  I saw the movie "A Brave New World" and wrote about that a couple of months ago.   It is about the control of the people through brainwashing them to be happy as they are and to remain slaves.

Understand too.... we have been taught language that limits us and we have been brainwashed with limited thinking.   We have been taught to say "I am only human" when we fail at something.   Well, guess what - You and I are NOT only human!  We  are not human bodies that have spirits/souls inhabiting it. We are spirit/souls inhabiting human bodies!  There is a big difference when you switch that around!

We are Souls and we all have the 'breath' of God within us!

I am not going to list the multitudes of books I have read.  Some of them have freaked me out and left me confused that were suppose to be truth.  One, not long ago said we are simply slaves that were stuck here and are destined to just keep going round and round (like a rat on a wheel) over and over again in lifetimes here on Earth.  That we are prisoners and Earth is the prison and there was no way out.   It said this has been going on for millions of years.   Well, this really pissed me off as you can imagine!

Freedom and Truth - those are my two mission words for myself and wriing on this blog!  FREEDOM for

All of US to know ourselves and Truth of all that is!  After reading that book, it instilled those two words in me, even stronger.

I know there is divine intervention in our lives.  I have experienced absolute miracles in my life, I should not be alive today.    Even knowing this, I have to say.... there are so many times I have just thought "Life on Earth is too hard to navigate"   I have felt this due to all the hate, anger, and division of the people, purposely caused by the insanes.  I have felt this when horrible things happen,  Japan, Fukushima, Haiti, Philippines, etc.   It hurts for people to be in such distress besides the Earth being in such distress and being poisoned and killed.  I can't help myself and I cry when it gets too overwhelming and sad.  There is so much pain happening in people's lives and the Earth. All those people in the Philippines right now are going through pain and distress in a way we can not even imagine.  How do we really help them?   What can we do?  The only thing I am able to do at this time is to radiate Love, Healing and Strength to them through my own energy.   Also to pray that God and all those of pure light help and protect them.  It makes me so sad.  Just as the sadness I feel for the Earth.  From being made toxic through Fukushima and Corexit in the Gulf.  The insanes are killing the planet through their Greed!  Due to them 'controlling' all aspects of our lives and not allowing us to have the Freedom of energy.  Think about it... both nuclear power and oil are both control mechanisms which do not have to be due to their being Free energy available to us all.   But they can't allow Free energy, as they would then not be able to control all aspects of our lives.

Being on the journey for Truth is hard and I don't want to have to do this every lifetime!  I don't want to have to try and figure out my "God' self and how we are ALL ONE!  It has taken me 51 years to get to this moment and I am still just at a one step forward.

I do know we should not hate one another.  No matter how much the insanes try and create a 'bad' guy in another race, religion, culture, etc.   We ARE ALL ONE!  Everyone of us is a soul of beauty, Grace, Love and Light inhabiting a body.

We are all taught different things through our culture.  But that does not mean those are truths.  Our cultures teach us, our beliefs that originally came from the insanes!   Think about it!  What better way to have control then to keep everyone separated so we all hate each other.  What better way to have people murder each other due to their religion etc,  so they created hate between us.

I sincerely pray that people see the Truth of it all!  See the God within everyone else and ourselves.  Feel the Peace and the Light of God.  Yes, that begins with me!  I struggle everyday with this.  No matter how much we talk, walking the walk is difficult!

I can say another thing.  Part of our limited thinking that we have been brainwashed with is believing it is good to struggle and be without.  It is good to be poor as God loves those people more.  BULLSHIT!

I can tell you.  There is a difference between money or having things have control over you compared to you having control over it!

It is GREAT to desire and HAVE Money in this lifetime.  When you have domain over money and you utilize it for your own growth, happiness, and helping others you are living with being able to be co creator with God.  You control the money.  Now... if money controlled one (as it does at all the banks, governments and corporations of the world) that is pure Greed as the top shows they have.

I have been working on positive thoughts and creation for a long time.  Yes, I have begun 'seeing' and feeling being a millionaire.  Not for the sake of just having money but to be able to do what I most desire (not want... because by saying want... you will always want... but desire/deserve are the words that should be used).  I desire and deserve FREEDOM!  Freedom in many varied ways!  Freedom in knowing Truth of myself and who we ALL ARE!  Freedom to see the Earth and the absolute glorious beauty of it.  Freedom to discover and uncover mysteries of it all!  I have had people try and tell me, desiring money is a bad thing and it is in the matrix of those who control!  What I say is it is what God wants us to have!  We are not here to suffer but we are here to overcome the suffering to learn to create the best for ourselves and others.  Yes, money is what has been the matrix of creation by the insanes, but we need to use their creation for our own benefit, as it is the world we are in at this time.  Using it, we also are able to overcome it.

I believe we ALL can have whatever our hearts and souls desire!  I don't believe any of us need to live in poverty or need!  We need to bring the God self up and create the world of which we all have the right to live in!  A world of plenty!  A world where no one is in need!  We all have that Right!  Together, we have all created what the world is right now though our energy.  That is because our feelings, thoughts and understandings have been corrupted by the insanes.  By them creating the division and hate we have the world how it is now.  It is a reflection of ourselves and our energy we put out everyday.   That is why they work on keeping us in Fear and they have many out there to do just that, who are suppose to be 'truth tellers."

If we could all use our energy in radiating LOVE to each other and seeing everyone feeling the Love and Light of truth of ourselves!  That is what I pray, radiate everyday.  For the truth of ourselves to come forth and for everyone to bring their Light and Love of their true selves to guide them.

Yes, I have also prayed in saying I release My will completely and have given over my life to "God's Will".  In doing that... I am still not giving over my life to something that is outside of myself.  But I have given over my life to God's Will which is the highest and perfect of all and thus my life is guided through Love and I live my life in the highest possible way.   Do I accomplish this every second?  No... but is my intention and constant energy put into releasing my will (ego) every moment so God's will guides my life and controls it?  Yes!   It is through our intention we begin to accomplish the God living of Truth!

Am I good at relaying my feelings and thoughts completely? No... I am sorry I am not.  But I am still trying to relate what I feel and understand as my truth.

I will be totally upfront... Here is my intention..... I desire to be free from ALL debt!  I desire to have 20 million dollars in my bank account!  Yes... that is a REAL desire and that is where I put energy into that being created for me!

What do I desire to do with that 20 million dollars... Well one thing is I desire this exploration boat.  Amazing it is named "Kindness to the World".   Yes, it is a few million dollars too.  It is not one of those super fancy yachts, but is is a solid boat in my opinion where I could go to the places I desire to go.  I desire to go to the Arctic, Chile/Andes, Antarctica, Easter Island and so on.  I desire to see the Earth and it's many places!  I desire to go to sacred/mysterious sites of the world.   I desire to have the money to be able to be able to take care of the boat and see the world.   Also I desire to use some of the money in creating FREE energy for the world.  In having true Free Energy systems be invented, so the people of the world have Freedom of Energy!  I desire to help others, family, friends etc in having some financial freedom!  I Desire FREEDOM!

I visualize myself living on Kindness to the World, I visualize myself moving on to it!  I visualize myself owning the boat.  How it will happen?  I don't know.  I trust it will!  I believe it will!  Somehow it will all be provided! Belief is the first step.

I believe it is possible!  I am not putting limits on how it will come to me!  I believe God/Universe is unlimited in abundance!  There is Nothing wrong with desiring the best in life!  There is nothing wrong with desiring something that may seem impossible!  It does NOT make someone evil or bad!  When we understand having the domain and control over something compared to it having domain or control over us.  This goes for everything in life.... from sex, drugs, drinking, etc.  Do we have control over those things... or do they have control over us?

When we have the intentions on living with God's Will in control... then nothing has control over us and we are able to live how God means for us to!  Love, Prosperity, Abundance and Light!

Thus is my understanding of money and desires!  Our desires are not bad when we have the control.  Would money rule my life?   Yes and No.... right now money rules all of our lives.  We have to have money to live on a normal basis.  It is the matrix that has been created and right now we are all within that matrix.  So... do we live with worry and strife everyday where it is controlling us through our thoughts, worries and fears?  OR do we become the controller over it?  Do we take the helm in our hands and begin steering our feelings, thoughts and fears into creating the highest and best so we control it?   But NO it would not have control over my life.  I would control it, I do not covert money for it's sake, but I will use it for my own self in growth.

There is such a huge difference!  I desire to control my life and all that is in it through God's will!  I desire to have all that I need to accomplish all that I desire.

I BELIEVE!  We all have to BELIEVE!  THROUGH BELIEF IT IS!  Through God's Will It IS!

When we take full responsibility for our lives and how it is... through our direct creation from our feelings and thoughts... then we can change our lives and our world!  We can help change other people's lives for the better!  

It  is not easy!  We have been brainwashed so badly by the insanes that we have to intently work on releasing the brainwashing and limited thoughts so our God Selves can come to the fore front and guide us!

GOD LOVES US ALL!  WE ARE ALL ONE!  WE ALL HAVE GOD'S BREATH WITHIN US!  WE ARE ALL CREATORS OF OUR WORLD!  WE CAN ALL CHANGE THE DIRECTION OF OUR OWN LIVES AND THE WORLD!  WE HAVE THE POWER!  THROUGH LOVE AND THROUGH THE ONE TRUE SOURCE OF PURE LIGHT OF GOD - WE CAN WALK!  

DO WE CHOOSE LOVE AND HAPPINESS OR DO WE CHOOSE LIMITED THOUGHTS THUS CONTROL OF A LOWER VIBRATION?  

WE ARE ALL VIBRATION.... WE ARE ALL ENERGY!   WHERE DO YOU PUT YOUR ENERGY?

RELEASE THE FEAR!  EMBRACE THE LOVE!  EMBRACE THE ABUNDANT GOD UNIVERSE WHICH DESIRES TO PROVIDE US WITH THE RICHES OF THE UNIVERSE!  NO ONE SHOULD LIVE IN LACK, FEAR, SLAVERY OR WANT!  WE ALL HAVE THE GOD GIVEN RIGHT TO LIVE IN ABUNDANCE, PROSPERITY, LOVE AND HAPPINESS!  IT IS UP TO EACH OF US TO CLAIM WHAT IS OUR GOD GIVEN RIGHT! 

I BELIEVE, I CLAIM!

My journey of discovery: Corruption - Disinfo - Fear Mongering of 2012. What 2012 is NOT and what the REAL meanings of Apocalypse and Revelations are. We should all aim to be "Illuminati"!

We are all on our own journeys in this lifetime.

I am still writing about Truth in this article as I try and write about Truth in all I post about.  I feel the time has come for me to write this under my "Questioning All" blog, though it is a personal account of my growing in understanding of Universal Laws.   I am not claiming to know all the answers, I am still on a journey, but I am writing about my journey and understanding up until this point.

I am someone for some reason (maybe it is because I am a Libra - Justice and scales) that I absolutely want truth and try to uncover it in anyway possible.

Let me start this by saying when I first became what I term "awake and aware" in 2008, I freaked out.  I began finding out about the most Doom and Gloom subjects, from FEMA camps, Chemtrails, underground bunkers, FEMA coffins, hidden Alien information, I had researched 911 in 2004 so I already knew how that was an inside job, and the list goes on.

Yep, I totally became a doom and gloom person and started thinking of all the things I needed to prep for to survive the coming times.

It is funny how evolution takes place.  First for a couple of years I only read doom and gloom stuff and followed the webbot, which is about as much doom porn anyone can get.  But something funny took place upon this path of doom for me..... revelations of much more truth than doom and gloom.  The revelations in fact are the brightest and most brilliant of light path of deeper understanding.  That understanding encompasses all the doom and gloom out there.  The understanding puts in context and peace why all the doom and gloom is being thrown about and why things have been happening as they have over the last few years.

Why has all the economic problems come to a head over the last few years?  Why is the media more and more about distraction?  Why so many doom and gloom (from aliens attacking to asteroids) movies out there?  Why do those who try and control try to keep people in constant fear?

Well, I am opening up to my ongoing journey of the search for the truth.  The truth of who we are, the truth of why we are here and the truth of what those who try and control as I know it as my own truth in understanding through research.

After living in fear for so many years, expecting any day for the world to end due to believing in the webbot - which constantly projected the worse events happening at any moment and there was always a date to look out for, a revelation of truth came to me last year, thanks to Clif High himself.  I wrote about it all here.
I am not trying to continue beating a dead horse here, but it is relevant to my journey of understanding.  Once the full understanding of being kept in fear on purpose, someone who I will say is a "Sage" began sending me wonderful information of deeper truths of Love and Light!

I began to understand through focus and intent we create everything.  I also began to understand those who are awake and aware create much more energy than those who are asleep, though there are more asleep than awake still.

Energy is everything.  Energy is the key to all that happens, energy is our freedom.  I am not talking about energy that powers a light bulb in wires, I am talking about our individual energy.  We are the power of all.

I have another blog (which I don't update often) but it is Positive Personal Energy and Vibrations.  I started it as I began my path.  There are some really great links in it for those who are trying to understand spiritual principles as I am.

In the early 90's I began reading many metaphysical books and studied Edgar Cayce's information, besides being fixated on Nostradamus and hearing about 2012 doom.    After spending a few years reading all kinds of "new age" books, I dropped it all for many many years.

I began a small awakening in 2004 when I researched 911 and found not everything the government says is true, up until that moment I believed in all the government would say, along with the media.  I had researched 911 due to curiosity of finding out "why" others questioned the official story of 911.  I did not expect to question it myself, it was just to see why others did.  Well, after weeks and weeks of research, I understood we had been lied to in every way.  I also began to feel the chains that were being wrapped around us by the government all in the name of keeping us safe.  I also began to recognize the media towed the line of the government and would constantly put things out to keep us in fear of "terror" threats.

Early 2008, I had gone to Thailand for medical reasons.  A local media story about it is here.   
During that time the primaries were happening and I was still very involved in politics and believed our politicians.  Yes I knew the truth about 911, but I felt it was Bush and his cronies that had committed it, not the politicians as a whole.  I was over there for over a month and it was at 5am for two hours only, they would have U.S. news - (CNN -Wolf Blitzer, then Anderson Cooper on the T.V.) - so I was always up just to watch what was going on and hear the latest.  BUT during the other times, the news was international.  The Miramar typhoon happened and the China quake happened while I was in Thailand.  The news would be about all that was going on in those two places besides the rest of the world.  When CNN came on, they would have a few blurbs about those 2 events, but the rest was about Clinton and Obama battling it out in the primaries.  It hit me..... "Wow - the U.S. is so self absorbed that the suffering of those two nations and events of the world are never looked at in-depth and the U.S. news does not really carry stories about the rest of the world". 

I am relating this, because they were important steps into my becoming aware of how the media controls our thoughts and focus.  The Democratic primaries were a good "show" and great distraction for all.   So during my time there, is when the realization came to me, the media in the U.S. keeps people's focus only on the U.S., yet there is news that happens all over the world, we never hear about.  I then became determined, once I got back to the U.S., to always find news from around the world and know what is going on everywhere. 

The whole 2008 Wall Street financial failures began coming to light - Bear Sterns, Lehman Brothers went down after I got back into the U.S..   Realizations how the government and media hid the truth began being revealed to me, from Jim Cramer pushing the Bear Sterns stock at 64 two days before they went under saying "it was a good buy for everyone and they should get their money into it", which he out right lied for the benefit of Wall Street and not the normal guy on the street investor.  I was shocked over how much lying was going on for the benefit of a few compared to the benefit of all.  It was at that point I began to delve into "doom and gloom".  I had never looked at a forum up until 2008, but I began finding some through my searches of trying to uncover truth.  The first forum I found was ATS and I joined it.  I also found the "webbot" at that time.   I jumped head first into the forum and webbot.  I read all kinds of doom and gloom stuff and created lots of doom and gloom topics too, due to the webbot information.  I was completely immersed into it, I fully admit.

I was experiencing a full "everything is going to end any moment" emotions and thoughts.  I was freaked out, over many of the things I read about and that is when 2012 came full into my focus.

So, now that I lived a few months in total fear and worried constantly and Hollywood was putting out all kinds of 2012 doom, and the webbot had everyone on Earth dying and suffering,  I bought it all hook line and sinker.

Please understand I am relating all of this (for those who are still reading it) so it may help others who may be at that point of doom and gloom right now, due to just waking up that we have been lied to all of our lives about the history of the world, the bible and all the current events happening.

I believe through those times of believing the worst of things were going to happen is what made me look to what is real or not real.  It is/was through my searches of always wanting the truth of the matter.  I believed the doom and gloom to be truth at that time, but yet again I was not awake and aware enough to know, we were/are being lied to once more.

I have one definite understanding, those who try and control- TWTAC (others call them TPTB - but I do not - because saying they have "power" then gives them power - they do NOT have power) feed off the energy of fear and worry.  At this point of our evolution, they have to keep people in the fear and worry to keep control, due to the real energies trying to lift us up. 

The facts seem to be, Yes the Mayan Calendar is real, BUT the "end" is not Dec. 21st 2012 - it is actually Oct. 28th 2011!  I know that sounds shocking to some, but understand those who try and control, put the date out over a year so people would not know what was coming.

Before I begin about what this 9th wave/year of the Mayan Calendar is, I would like to insert a word TWTAC have corrupted and fear mongered with and have used the Churches to help is "Apocalypse".
Do you know what the REAL meaning of that word is that the book of Revelations uses?

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_latin_word_for_Apocalypse

Apocalypse is a from Greek word meaning "revealed" or "uncovered". The Latin equivalent is Revelatio meaning something uncovered or unveiled. Thus the last book of the New Testament is either the Apocalypse or Revelation both meaning the same thing derived from different languages.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/apocalypse

here - you will find the normal "fear mongering" definition of a world wide calamity as they say is mentioned in the bible.

Don't you find that interesting that the real meaning of Apocalypse is "unveiling - revealed"?  It is not really about destruction of the Earth or world, it is about truth being revealed.  

Now lets look at "Revelation" - as the last book of the bible is called.  Most consider it the "doom and gloom" of the bible and the description of the "end times".  But what does "Revelation" really mean?

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/revelation

revelation

revelation [ˌrɛvəˈleɪʃən]

n

1. the act or process of disclosing something previously secret or obscure, esp something true

2. a fact disclosed or revealed, esp in a dramatic or surprising way

3. (Christianity / Ecclesiastical Terms) (Christian Religious Writings / Bible) Christianity

a.  God's disclosure of his own nature and his purpose for mankind, esp through the words of human intermediaries

b.  something in which such a divine disclosure is contained, such as the Bible

So we have the fact that an Apocalypse will happen in Revelations.   Put those two meanings together.   Revelations is actually saying "at the end times - truth of Who we are will be revealed".  Those horsemen that are riding, they are part of uncovering the truth not death of mankind.  It is the death of blinders, of lies, as the horsemen are riding, each one reveals an apocalypse "unveiling truth" at a time. 

Understand, those who some call "the Illuminati" and Freemasons, they have known the truth, over the centuries and they have used those in the churches, media etc to keep that truth from us.  Their biggest fear is that humans would learn the truth of themselves and what really is.  They also need control of us, so they use the churches to help keep that control, so people always look outside themselves for help and understanding. 

Yes, I believe churches are a major control area to keep people in the dark and to make them believe it is outside ourselves which miracles and creation happens.  Do some searches on how the Church took out references and all information about our abilities and reincarnation.  This is fact and not a conspiracy theory.  Churches control the masses in what to think and many have people in complete fear about the "end of the world".   Look at the inquisitions and the killing the churches committed against those who had psychic powers and used them.  The churches make people believe having any psychic powers is evil and satanic.  That is a way to keep people from getting in touch with their true abilities.  Understand, how they stop people from being who they really are.  Once this full realization hits the church controls of "it being evil to be psychic in anyway"  and you release that control, you can then open up to who you are.

Think about the word "Illuminati"- the meaning of it is:

People who are religiously and spiritually enlightened.  

Now, isn't it funny, we have been conditioned to think the "Illuminati" is a bad thing!  When the reality is, we should all aim for "Illumination"  and to become a part of the "Illuminati"!  That means we would have the understanding of the universe and the truths of ourselves and our own powers!  But by making people believe it is a bad thing - they have kept people in the dark.  

Also the Freemasons are considered part of the "illuminati".  The top at the 33 degrees are the "illuminated" ones.    They know the secrets of who we are and they understand the power of who we are and it is kept hidden from the majority of us.  Yes, Washington D.C. is a complete Freemason designed city, with their Freemason temple at the top of the pyramid.  Besides D.C. having more astrological points and designs than any other place in the world built into it.  There is no doubt that D.C. is the most "Illuminati" design there is.  There are many sites on the web that gives very detailed information about it.  I had posted a 4 hour video a couple of weeks ago on this blog - "Secrets in Plain Sight".   The video has information about how cities and buildings are aligned around the world with the pyramids and Stone hedge.  It is a fascinating video of the architecture of the most famous buildings around the world displaying "secrets" in plain sight for those who recognize them.

I am not saying I believe those at the top of the Freemasons are all good people, in fact I believe they are the top "Illuminati"  that have kept people in the dark and they have committed very evil acts, I am stating they know the truth of who we are.  But knowing the truth does not make you a "good person" and only spiritually inclined.  There is enough evidence of the opposite happening on exact "sacrifice days" of those who still live by blood sacrifice.  All you have to do, is look at all the events of April 19th to the 22nd in history, to understand how blood sacrifice is committed, besides other important dates of "power" to those who are "illuminated" in knowing the power we each have.

Examples are:  

Deep Water Horizon - Gulf of Mexico April 20 2010

Columbine shootings - April 20th 1999

Waco - April 19th 1993

Oklahoma City Bombing - April 19th 1995

Those are just a few of the blood sacrifices that happened during the dates.  Yep, there are conspiracy theories with each one - including looking at the numbers killed etc.  But, this is not about that, I did want to say/show that I don't believe all who are "illuminated" are of good intent.

We are shown everyday real truths, but we don't recognize them, but universal law requires people be shown the truth, it is then up to the people to understand that truth.  So TWTAC, show us truth, but most of us don't comprehend the truth.  Just as 911, there were many things that revealed to the world what was going to happen, there are multiple examples that 911 was revealed to us before that faithful day, we did not recognize the truth when we saw it.  But those who committed 911 had to stay within the Universal Laws and tell the world beforehand what a future day held.  There are many examples of it I am not linking but if you are interested, simply do a few searches. 

TWTAC have hidden what the real truth of this day and time is, of which I believe every one of us made the decision to be here at this point and time, due to amazing transformations and events are ahead of us.  It is actually something to look forward to, in my belief!  It is where truths of who we are will be revealed for all to see and understand!

Regarding the Mayan Calendar and it having an "end of the world" date.  Yes there is the date and as I mentioned it is Oct 28th 2011, not the date TWTAC have put out of Dec. 21st 2012.  BUT if you look at the Mayan Pyramid - the second picture below, you will see we entered the 9th and final wave/year on March 9th 2011.  Look at what all the Mayan waves have been, since the beginning of time, it is about our evolution, not death.  It is about our life and living not destruction.  There are some really great videos about the REAL meaning of the Mayan Calendar and the 9th wave being about "Unity of Consciousness" and our becoming One and our understanding and truth of ourselves and who we are!  It is a GREAT thing and something very much to look forward to, not to fear!

Fear should not be felt in any way shape or form at all regarding the Mayan Calendar and "end date".

A great time line and understanding of the Mayan Calendar is here, which is showing the dates of the days and nights of this 9th wave/year. 

Mayan Pyramid, showing the waves/years of the Universe since the beginning of time. 

You may notice we are in the 5th day right now, until the 17th of August, in which we will go into the 5th night.  

Please go to the link and explore all the other links on the left side, there is so much more in-depth information, including how the days are about the creation of new things and the nights are either using them in a good basis or bad basis.  

This time period is not about doom and gloom, it is actually about understanding of Love and Light and the revealing who we are.  

I have used the phrase "who we are" many times, without giving my own understanding and explanation of what I believe "who we are".  

"Who we are" - My truth as I have come to know it from my own research and studies, is we are all ONE, we all come from the same One - God.  We are all part of the one, individualized.  Though we are all our own soul we are all collective in our abilities.  Being from the One God and being individualized, we still have the abilities of God!  We are the creators of everything in our lives.  Every single situation, event, good things and bad things are of our own making.  We are responsible through our focus, consciousness and  intent of all that happens during this life time.  We can not blame others for any single negative thing of our lives, no matter what it is.  It is through our own creation of thoughts that create and forms our lives.  We are souls and we are here right now in bodies.  We are using these bodies to experience life and to grow in understanding.  

We are able to change our lives right here and now, if we do not like the way our life is going.  It is through our intent and focus we can make things happen!  We do have the power to create absolute Love, Prosperity, Happiness, Joy, Peace and Harmony at this moment and all future moments!  It is through the power which we have that is within ourselves, not outside of ourselves that can/will make this happen.

As many may know, things are told to us through "fiction" writings and movies.  Truths are revealed at times.

A couple of months ago, I really began the journey in earnest to understand how we are able to create all that happens in our lives, as I believe that step came to me, because I was ready to start understanding it.  

One thing after another led me to this step.  First there is a completely awesome video - called the "Quantum K"  , in my opinion it has really helped me tremendously and I am not someone who normally listens or reads things that affect the subconscious, due to not trusting what it is really doing to my subconscious.   I can't express to you, how much I love the Quantum K and how much I believe it has helped me!  Then I picked up the book by Richard Bach once more titled "Illusions".  I had read that book about 20 years ago, but it did not affect me, like this time. The book is about our being our own creators and we are able to do the miracles as Jesus did.  Please remember in the Bible - Jesus does say " You can move the mountain if you had the faith as small as a mustard seed".  So, we were told, we could do the same as Jesus, it was only our own faith in ourselves and our abilities to "move the mountain".  

I have been working on the "creating" aspect, when someone mentioned to me, in a forum they participate in, someone had posted about an affirmation (but not something to be said over and over again) but something to say at the beginning of the week......  "This week I WILL experience a miracle having to do with money".  Then when you find change or any amount of money comes to you... then you need to  "Thank the universe/God" and be grateful for that money coming to you.  Then you say "This week I WILL experience another miracle having to do with money".  

I can tell you, this has worked for me and others have expressed it has worked for them, with money coming to them in many ways and savings on items.  I have also said the affirmation, with just using the words "multiple miracles" and not just relating it to money.  

Above shows you, intent, focus and thankfulness can bring all you need, want, desire and deserve in this life time.  

After the above steps, a book came to my attention through watching the "Secrets in Plain Sight" video, linked above.  The book is "The Lost Symbol" by Dan Brown.  Yes, the same Dan Brown that wrote the Davinci Code.  I was amazed to find out the book is about the secret being kept from mankind of how we are actually the creators and how our focus becomes reality!  It is about the symbolism of Washington D.C. and Freemasons.  The day I started reading it, my sister called me and said, she had just seen a video about "The Lost Symbol" book and how it had all kinds of information in it. I laughed and told her "Funny, I just picked it up from the library and was just starting to read it that day".   Her mentioning the book reconfirmed that my path of understanding "who we are" definitely included reading the book.  

You may think that is silly, since "The Lost Symbol" is a book of fiction.  Remember fiction has lots of truth in it and I believe The Lost Symbol has all truth in it, in regards to understanding we are our own creators.  

When one thing after another comes to me about one subject I have started on in understanding, I then feel it is the correct path and it is about truth of which I need to comprehend.

My Truth summed up as I know for myself and all is: 

We are all God - individualized with the ability of the One God!  We are all one with each other.  We need to forgive all others in our lives, no matter what they did and we need to forgive ourselves for all things we have done that has hurt others, ourselves, etc.  We need to focus on our own Power through Love and Light.  We need to open to the wonderful energies that have been coming our way of apocalypse (revealing of truth)  with revelations so we can/will become the One in Unity and Consciousness of which we were/are meant to be!  We can create a pot of gold in front of us right now, through our own powers, but those powers have been hidden from us, due to TWTAC wanting to keep people in the dark.    Churches are a control arm to help people not know themselves or their own power.    

I will never force my truth upon anyone else, as we are all on our own paths of understanding.  I do ask for people to open up to the powerful energies from the various comets, sun flares and space energy that is coming our way for awakenings!  Awakenings to truth.

Many reading this, may be turned off by what I have written and that is okay.  I did not write this for validation or for others to just accept what I have revealed as my own steps of growth and understanding.  We are all at various positions on our own paths of enlightenment, which we eventually lead us to the same place.  I would like to say again... Please don't listen to the fear mongering going on about 2012 - it is something to look forward to and embrace.  There does seem to be tragedies happening, but I believe those are happening due to our own focus and thoughts leading up to them and giving our power away to those outside ourselves.  Though those tragedies seem to be making people come together in consciousness of prayer and sending Love to those affected (Japan, flooding midwest, Joplin Missouri, etc.).  

Also understand those who know the truths at this time and some who are "illuminated" are working very hard to keep people's emotions, thoughts, focus and consciousness in fear, instead of in Love with the purpose of people not connecting to the beautiful and loving energies coming our way at this time.

There are thousands of links and information out there for people to read and look at to research in their own search for truth.  We find what we need at the time that we need it, so I am not going to link all the ones that have helped me in understanding, I do have a few on the other blog - Personal energy and Vibrations that may help. 

Love to all and I would like to say "This week a miracle WILL happen involving us all in truth of understanding who we are"! 

Great video someone posted on a message board, I am adding it here:

Love is Energy