Searching For Truth, Self, Creation, and Trying to Discriminate between Lies mixed with Truth. What I desire, Deserve..... Understandings.

The following is my opinion.  It is what I feel through my years of searching for the Truth of All and ourselves.   When I put: is, are and things as 'fact', those are my understandings of what is but may not be yours.

I feel the desire to express myself and what I understand at this time.

We are all on a journey during this lifetime.  We are here to grow, Love and Create to grow closer to God and our God selves.

I have this very strong desire to know Truth!  Not just Truth of what is really happening in the world but Truth of ourselves and who we ARE!

I wrote a long time ago about finding out the meaning of 'Apacolpyse' ,  in reality the meaning is wonderful.  It means the unveiling, the truth coming out, what is hidden is shown.   Those at the top (insanes) are the ones who made the word fearful to the public.  They used it as "the end of the world" meaning.  Yes, it would be the end of their world and control but it would be the liberation and freedom for the rest of us due to Truth being revealed.

In the years I have been searching for Truth and All that is, I have come across constant lies in books and information that is mixed in with Truth.   From my point of view, everything that is out there has first been gotten a hold of by the insanes and changed for them to maintain control.

Many will get upset when I say this, but it includes the Bible.  The bible has truths and untruths in it.  It was changed where we are not to look within but we had to always look outside of ourselves for God and we have to ask God for any good things to come into our lives.   God is vengeful and destructive etc.  Even when I was a kid reading the bible, it did not 'feel' right to me.

There was another bible, The Kolbrin bible that came to my attention the other day.  I read it completely yesterday.  I was hoping for Truth and that it was not changed by the insanes.   But what I felt (my own knowing) is it was corrupted by the insanes already.  This bible was suppose to have been hidden away and was in safe keeping for thousands of years.  I read it and found that the blame of the fall of man and why we are where we are, is because of women.   Women are the bad guys in this bible.  Then it has how it is okay to kill in war and so on.... Bullshit to all of that.   Yet again I was hoping to have found Truth and yet again I found lies.    But I did find from page 126 - there were truths (in my opinion) about God and what he says is and isn't.  I then understood why churches would not want this information out, because God says "Churches are not needed."  It is all within us and if there is any section that is good to read of that bible, it starts at page 126.

I have read hundreds of books, from new age to mainstream popular books.  I am in the middle of reading "The Tibetan living and dying book." right now.  I have read Christian, Buddhist, and many other different type religion books, in my search for the Truth.   I have gone to many churches (all various religions) but have not felt comfortable at any one of them.  To me they always talked about money and needing more money for this or that of the Church.    The part that I have stopped at of the Tibetan book right now is the section where it says "We are made to drink from the amnesia waters before coming back into a human body."  That section matches with a book that said we are prisoners and we go through amnesia treatments to keep us prisoners between lives.

I do want to rant about that part for a moment.  WHY do we have to go through Amnesia treatments between lives?  Other books say it is through 'Grace" we do so..... where we don't remember all the 'terrible' things we have done in past lives, so it doesn't hold us up in the current life.   Sorry, but I do believe that we would grow faster if we could remember the bad things we have done previously.  We would learn better to not make those mistakes again.   We would also remember the Wonderful things we have done.  We could ask for forgiveness of others and forgive ourselves.  Don't we have to do that currently anyway?  Don't we have to constantly ask for forgiveness from others and work to forgive ourselves when we do things that are not of 'God' in this lifetime?   So if it was Grace to forget all between lifetimes, then why isn't it Grace to forget things from moment to moment in this lifetime of the negative we did previously?

Do the insanes know the truth?  I believe so.  I believe they have not had to go through the amnesia process we have to go through between lifetimes.  I believe they are able to simply move their spirit from one human body to another when needed.   I believe they have been on Earth for thousands of years and have been controlling all at the 'top' (governments, presidents, etc).  I believe we have not ever seen one of their faces either.  I believe they control all behind the scenes.

Everything that has been written or we have been told in limited thinking is a form of them controlling us.  I saw the movie "A Brave New World" and wrote about that a couple of months ago.   It is about the control of the people through brainwashing them to be happy as they are and to remain slaves.

Understand too.... we have been taught language that limits us and we have been brainwashed with limited thinking.   We have been taught to say "I am only human" when we fail at something.   Well, guess what - You and I are NOT only human!  We  are not human bodies that have spirits/souls inhabiting it. We are spirit/souls inhabiting human bodies!  There is a big difference when you switch that around!

We are Souls and we all have the 'breath' of God within us!

I am not going to list the multitudes of books I have read.  Some of them have freaked me out and left me confused that were suppose to be truth.  One, not long ago said we are simply slaves that were stuck here and are destined to just keep going round and round (like a rat on a wheel) over and over again in lifetimes here on Earth.  That we are prisoners and Earth is the prison and there was no way out.   It said this has been going on for millions of years.   Well, this really pissed me off as you can imagine!

Freedom and Truth - those are my two mission words for myself and wriing on this blog!  FREEDOM for

All of US to know ourselves and Truth of all that is!  After reading that book, it instilled those two words in me, even stronger.

I know there is divine intervention in our lives.  I have experienced absolute miracles in my life, I should not be alive today.    Even knowing this, I have to say.... there are so many times I have just thought "Life on Earth is too hard to navigate"   I have felt this due to all the hate, anger, and division of the people, purposely caused by the insanes.  I have felt this when horrible things happen,  Japan, Fukushima, Haiti, Philippines, etc.   It hurts for people to be in such distress besides the Earth being in such distress and being poisoned and killed.  I can't help myself and I cry when it gets too overwhelming and sad.  There is so much pain happening in people's lives and the Earth. All those people in the Philippines right now are going through pain and distress in a way we can not even imagine.  How do we really help them?   What can we do?  The only thing I am able to do at this time is to radiate Love, Healing and Strength to them through my own energy.   Also to pray that God and all those of pure light help and protect them.  It makes me so sad.  Just as the sadness I feel for the Earth.  From being made toxic through Fukushima and Corexit in the Gulf.  The insanes are killing the planet through their Greed!  Due to them 'controlling' all aspects of our lives and not allowing us to have the Freedom of energy.  Think about it... both nuclear power and oil are both control mechanisms which do not have to be due to their being Free energy available to us all.   But they can't allow Free energy, as they would then not be able to control all aspects of our lives.

Being on the journey for Truth is hard and I don't want to have to do this every lifetime!  I don't want to have to try and figure out my "God' self and how we are ALL ONE!  It has taken me 51 years to get to this moment and I am still just at a one step forward.

I do know we should not hate one another.  No matter how much the insanes try and create a 'bad' guy in another race, religion, culture, etc.   We ARE ALL ONE!  Everyone of us is a soul of beauty, Grace, Love and Light inhabiting a body.

We are all taught different things through our culture.  But that does not mean those are truths.  Our cultures teach us, our beliefs that originally came from the insanes!   Think about it!  What better way to have control then to keep everyone separated so we all hate each other.  What better way to have people murder each other due to their religion etc,  so they created hate between us.

I sincerely pray that people see the Truth of it all!  See the God within everyone else and ourselves.  Feel the Peace and the Light of God.  Yes, that begins with me!  I struggle everyday with this.  No matter how much we talk, walking the walk is difficult!

I can say another thing.  Part of our limited thinking that we have been brainwashed with is believing it is good to struggle and be without.  It is good to be poor as God loves those people more.  BULLSHIT!

I can tell you.  There is a difference between money or having things have control over you compared to you having control over it!

It is GREAT to desire and HAVE Money in this lifetime.  When you have domain over money and you utilize it for your own growth, happiness, and helping others you are living with being able to be co creator with God.  You control the money.  Now... if money controlled one (as it does at all the banks, governments and corporations of the world) that is pure Greed as the top shows they have.

I have been working on positive thoughts and creation for a long time.  Yes, I have begun 'seeing' and feeling being a millionaire.  Not for the sake of just having money but to be able to do what I most desire (not want... because by saying want... you will always want... but desire/deserve are the words that should be used).  I desire and deserve FREEDOM!  Freedom in many varied ways!  Freedom in knowing Truth of myself and who we ALL ARE!  Freedom to see the Earth and the absolute glorious beauty of it.  Freedom to discover and uncover mysteries of it all!  I have had people try and tell me, desiring money is a bad thing and it is in the matrix of those who control!  What I say is it is what God wants us to have!  We are not here to suffer but we are here to overcome the suffering to learn to create the best for ourselves and others.  Yes, money is what has been the matrix of creation by the insanes, but we need to use their creation for our own benefit, as it is the world we are in at this time.  Using it, we also are able to overcome it.

I believe we ALL can have whatever our hearts and souls desire!  I don't believe any of us need to live in poverty or need!  We need to bring the God self up and create the world of which we all have the right to live in!  A world of plenty!  A world where no one is in need!  We all have that Right!  Together, we have all created what the world is right now though our energy.  That is because our feelings, thoughts and understandings have been corrupted by the insanes.  By them creating the division and hate we have the world how it is now.  It is a reflection of ourselves and our energy we put out everyday.   That is why they work on keeping us in Fear and they have many out there to do just that, who are suppose to be 'truth tellers."

If we could all use our energy in radiating LOVE to each other and seeing everyone feeling the Love and Light of truth of ourselves!  That is what I pray, radiate everyday.  For the truth of ourselves to come forth and for everyone to bring their Light and Love of their true selves to guide them.

Yes, I have also prayed in saying I release My will completely and have given over my life to "God's Will".  In doing that... I am still not giving over my life to something that is outside of myself.  But I have given over my life to God's Will which is the highest and perfect of all and thus my life is guided through Love and I live my life in the highest possible way.   Do I accomplish this every second?  No... but is my intention and constant energy put into releasing my will (ego) every moment so God's will guides my life and controls it?  Yes!   It is through our intention we begin to accomplish the God living of Truth!

Am I good at relaying my feelings and thoughts completely? No... I am sorry I am not.  But I am still trying to relate what I feel and understand as my truth.

I will be totally upfront... Here is my intention..... I desire to be free from ALL debt!  I desire to have 20 million dollars in my bank account!  Yes... that is a REAL desire and that is where I put energy into that being created for me!

What do I desire to do with that 20 million dollars... Well one thing is I desire this exploration boat.  Amazing it is named "Kindness to the World".   Yes, it is a few million dollars too.  It is not one of those super fancy yachts, but is is a solid boat in my opinion where I could go to the places I desire to go.  I desire to go to the Arctic, Chile/Andes, Antarctica, Easter Island and so on.  I desire to see the Earth and it's many places!  I desire to go to sacred/mysterious sites of the world.   I desire to have the money to be able to be able to take care of the boat and see the world.   Also I desire to use some of the money in creating FREE energy for the world.  In having true Free Energy systems be invented, so the people of the world have Freedom of Energy!  I desire to help others, family, friends etc in having some financial freedom!  I Desire FREEDOM!

I visualize myself living on Kindness to the World, I visualize myself moving on to it!  I visualize myself owning the boat.  How it will happen?  I don't know.  I trust it will!  I believe it will!  Somehow it will all be provided! Belief is the first step.

I believe it is possible!  I am not putting limits on how it will come to me!  I believe God/Universe is unlimited in abundance!  There is Nothing wrong with desiring the best in life!  There is nothing wrong with desiring something that may seem impossible!  It does NOT make someone evil or bad!  When we understand having the domain and control over something compared to it having domain or control over us.  This goes for everything in life.... from sex, drugs, drinking, etc.  Do we have control over those things... or do they have control over us?

When we have the intentions on living with God's Will in control... then nothing has control over us and we are able to live how God means for us to!  Love, Prosperity, Abundance and Light!

Thus is my understanding of money and desires!  Our desires are not bad when we have the control.  Would money rule my life?   Yes and No.... right now money rules all of our lives.  We have to have money to live on a normal basis.  It is the matrix that has been created and right now we are all within that matrix.  So... do we live with worry and strife everyday where it is controlling us through our thoughts, worries and fears?  OR do we become the controller over it?  Do we take the helm in our hands and begin steering our feelings, thoughts and fears into creating the highest and best so we control it?   But NO it would not have control over my life.  I would control it, I do not covert money for it's sake, but I will use it for my own self in growth.

There is such a huge difference!  I desire to control my life and all that is in it through God's will!  I desire to have all that I need to accomplish all that I desire.

I BELIEVE!  We all have to BELIEVE!  THROUGH BELIEF IT IS!  Through God's Will It IS!

When we take full responsibility for our lives and how it is... through our direct creation from our feelings and thoughts... then we can change our lives and our world!  We can help change other people's lives for the better!  

It  is not easy!  We have been brainwashed so badly by the insanes that we have to intently work on releasing the brainwashing and limited thoughts so our God Selves can come to the fore front and guide us!

GOD LOVES US ALL!  WE ARE ALL ONE!  WE ALL HAVE GOD'S BREATH WITHIN US!  WE ARE ALL CREATORS OF OUR WORLD!  WE CAN ALL CHANGE THE DIRECTION OF OUR OWN LIVES AND THE WORLD!  WE HAVE THE POWER!  THROUGH LOVE AND THROUGH THE ONE TRUE SOURCE OF PURE LIGHT OF GOD - WE CAN WALK!  

DO WE CHOOSE LOVE AND HAPPINESS OR DO WE CHOOSE LIMITED THOUGHTS THUS CONTROL OF A LOWER VIBRATION?  

WE ARE ALL VIBRATION.... WE ARE ALL ENERGY!   WHERE DO YOU PUT YOUR ENERGY?

RELEASE THE FEAR!  EMBRACE THE LOVE!  EMBRACE THE ABUNDANT GOD UNIVERSE WHICH DESIRES TO PROVIDE US WITH THE RICHES OF THE UNIVERSE!  NO ONE SHOULD LIVE IN LACK, FEAR, SLAVERY OR WANT!  WE ALL HAVE THE GOD GIVEN RIGHT TO LIVE IN ABUNDANCE, PROSPERITY, LOVE AND HAPPINESS!  IT IS UP TO EACH OF US TO CLAIM WHAT IS OUR GOD GIVEN RIGHT! 

I BELIEVE, I CLAIM!

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We all need positive thoughts and energies during these times.  I am going through my own change.  As much as I have feelings and thoughts about the injustice that is happening in this world.  I am changing in the form of not concentrating on the negative but to turn it around.

I will be posting more things about WHO WE ARE and how WE can change the world through out thoughts, attitudes and energy!  We are the ones in control of what happens.  It is now up to us to change our energy from anger, hate and disgust into Seeing Love, Light, and Truth coming forth to ALL on Earth and for everyone to demand FREEDOM!

There are things it says, as our "shopping needs" being from unexpressed creative needs, when it is all part of our brainwashing, in my opinion.

We have been brainwashed since birth to desire things outside of ourselves.  But it is time for everyone to know the real value of our lives is within us, not how we dress or how much we have.  It is who we ARE and our inner power to create the best for ourselves and our world!

We have to exert our FREEDOM Rights to have them and that begins with the Truth of ourselves and our World!

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I have linked this video before and am linking it again.  It is a powerful video that works on your subconscious to Free you from all negative influences and energies directed at you.    I always feel much clearer and harmonious after watching it.

Quantum K - Healing

Observation: D.C. began to 'fear' the Unity of the public regarding Syria. Government Shut down 'Game'- Now Hate, Division and Negative Energy between the people once again.

Isn't it funny.   People had united in a way I had not seen before regarding the 'Bomb Syria' situation.  I went to all the various websites from the 'hard left to hard right' and I found people were uniting as never before in the comments.   People were coming together and not 'hating' one another for being Republican or Democrat.   People were committing "All the elected officials are not for the people, no matter the party affiliation, they are all on the same side."   People were waking up to who the D.C. officials really are.

Those in D.C. began to 'fear' the public regarding Syria as the public was standing up in Unity regardless of 'Party Affiliation'   They had to Stop that so the game of 'Government Shutdown over Party affiliation' has come into play.  

Understand, the only way D.C. can do as they want overall, is for the people to hate one another and put a label on each other due to party affiliation.   By people being divided they can do as they please and pass whatever they please and still get elected the next time.

BUT if people are united and begin understanding those in D.C. are one, behind the scenes and that are all controlled puppets in a game they can not do as they please.

I have said over and over again on this blog.  There is NO real difference between the party affiliations in D.C..  It is all a game for the public.  All legislation that takes away our rights or a money give away to the banks and corporation are always passed by both parties.  NDAA, FISA, Patriot Act, Stimulus, TARP, etc.    They are all controlled puppets in a play and are told what part to play in a 'fight' in the public face but behind the scenes they are the same.

Look no further than NSA spying.  Both 'sides' are fine with it and both sides don't have a problem with the constitution being shredded for 'the good of the people and getting terrorist.'

The latest government shutdown is a perfect example of a created crisis for division of the people.

I am now reading throughout the net on all various websites from left to right, absolute Hate being spewed between the people due to their party affiliation.   Of course with McCain saying "Civil War" and the administration calling GOP congress people "terrorists" this is fueling the fire as never before.

It appears in fact the D.C. establishment is going full tilt in creating Hate between the people by inflammatory rhetoric for the public to embrace, through MSM.  

Think about it, what a perfect vehicle to make sure the public hates each other once again and divide as never before.  A government shutdown showdown over Obamacare with one party on one side and the other party on the opposite side.

D.C. can not have the people united at all, they need the energy of Hate to get what they want accomplished for their friends in higher places. 

The problem is the people are buying the whole bullshit play acting, hook line and sinker.

I sincerely wish that people would not buy the story being fed to them by the government and the media and the people would stand together.

Energy is what drives all things and creates all things.  By having the energy of Strong Hate and Division being radiated by the people as a whole, the top feeds off of it and can continue with their lies and deception.   Energy is the creative power of everything in our lives.  What we put our energy into is what manifest and war is able to be created and started due to the hate energy of the people.  

Those who control all aspects of our lives understand this and they lead all of us by a carrot in front of our noises to create what they want as they control where our energy is placed.

Personally I would welcome any government shutdown.  Let the people unite together and change our government to being "For the People and By the People" once again.   I would welcome the people uniting as they did when this "More Perfect Union" was formed in 1776.

We need to NOT Hate one another, we need to ignore the game being played!  We need to put our Energy into Love and Unity for our country and each other.

If we can keep our thoughts and energy into Standing Together, Unity and Love as we did with Syria we can change what is happening in D.C.  

I WILL NOT PLAY THEIR GAME!  I WILL CONTINUE TO RADIATE MY ENERGY OF UNITY, LOVE AND ONENESS FOR ALL HUMANITY REGARDLESS OF RELIGION, PARTY, RACE, ETC!  

I did not play the game in the last elections either, except for voting for Ron Paul in the primaries.  I am stepping outside of their game and I will not sanction my Freedom being stolen away by voting in those who are controlled to take our Rights and Freedoms away through lies.

I am asking for the people reading this to please not fall for what they are doing in creating extreme hate between the people once again!

The only way to change our world as a whole right now and what they are doing in D.C. is to stay United together.


I invite you to turn your speakers UP VERY LOUD and Listen to this song It is exactly what it is happening and what they are doing in D.C.!  I ask you to listen to the words of this song and THINK!

THINK WHAT THEY ARE TRYING TO DO TO YOU!!!!! PLAYING GAMES AND TRYING TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE LOSE THEIR MINDS!  WE NEED EACH OTHER  FREEDOM FREEDOM!!!!  

The above song is now my official 'Theme Song' for this blog!  It says it all in what people need to do..... THINK!  Don't play their games and don't let their games direct your energy into the Hate and Division they need to create to continue what they want to do.

By Uniting together and seeing each other as ourselves and staying with the Energy of Love, Truth and Unity we ALL can be FREE!

THINK ABOUT IT! WHAT THEY ARE TRYING TO DO TO YOU!

Snowden is a HERO! U.S. most Criminal Country in the World! China says: U.S. media is government spokesmen.

Snowden is a HERO!  

He has shined the light on how the U.S. government considers every citizen a terrorist and are guilty in their eyes.  He has shown the U.S. government has no regard for the constitution in any way shape or form.  He has revealed how the government is an out of control corrupt organization that has hacked all other country's information.

It is completely disgusting how the U.S. government is completely a rogue out of control Orwellian group!

We are not Free in this country!  

We are chained, watched, lab mice to the U.S. government. 

How it got so far down the rabbit hole I don't know, except that the U.S. citizens are so poisoned from the food, air and water that they don't give a sh** about what is happening.

China is not happy.   The U.S. government accuses China of crimes against humanity and the people there not being "free" and have accused them over and over again of hacking.  Yet the truth was revealed that the U.S. is the most criminal country in the world and doing everything they accuse China of.

An article in China Daily, reveals the fact that they feel the U.S. media are the spokespeople for the U.S. government.  It is becoming glaringly obvious the media is nothing but propaganda and do the bidding of the government.   They shield the government and what they do release is propaganda and out right lies.

Portions:

Not surprisingly, a member of the audience asked Pruitt why the US mainstream media were sounding increasingly like government spokespersons. Obama's visit to Berlin this week is a case in point, for most of the US mainstream media outlets only reported his call for the reduction of nuclear arsenals and ignored the "Yes, we scan" protesters who greeted him upon his arrival in the city.

In the US, however, the discussion in the mainstream media is often limited to whether the surveillance program has violated US citizens' rights. Very few seem to question whether such invasive surveillance programs on governments, institutions and citizens of other countries are legal or, for that matter, ethical.

Ironically, quite a few mainstream US media outlets have given wide coverage to people like former vice-president Dick Cheney, former NSA and CIA director Michael Hayden, and National Intelligence director James Clapper, while the surveillance program's critics can be heard only on channels such as Russia Today, Al Jazeera, and Democracy Now.

Given such an environment, even some congressmen and experts, known to have an opinion on everything, felt reluctant to speak their minds on the Snowden case at the recent seminars I attended.

At a recent talk attended by international news organizations in the US, many said they were disappointed with the US mainstream media's failure to present both sides of major stories by giving disproportionate time and space to the people they favored. Some media outlets simply choose to edit out serious news and instead focus on sex and murders. A former US news channel anchor, who works for a media outlet in Washington, said he felt his IQ had increased because he no longer had to repeat celebrities' names every day.

Many mainstream media outlets have spent more time and shown more interest in digging into Snowden's personal life than challenging whether the NSA program is a violation of privacy and civil liberties, which should be the main debate.

I have stated here over and over again.  The U.S. news is now "distraction news."  It is about celebrities instead of truth and what is important.

This government LIES over and over again.   We deserve Better!  It is not right for all the secrecy when all of us citizens are having to pay for it, through fraudulent taxes.   We the lowly people have to pay taxes but it seems all those at the top don't.  They know something we do not.

This country is out of control!

It is time for the people to WAKE UP!  I have stated that many times over and over again on this blog.

I am thrilled that the Hong Kong government basically said FU to the U.S. government and their arrest warrant for Snowden.  The HK government allowed Snowden to leave today due to the extradition and arrest warrant not fully complying with the HK government's rules.   How Awesome!   I wonder how the HK government skewered the rules to allow Snowden to leave the country?

So go jump..... all you in the U.S. government who feel you can violate all the citizens of the world's rights... yet you accuse other countries of violating their citizens civil rights!  What a hypocritical country the U.S. is!

WE HAVE A RIGHT TO PRIVACY!  WE HAVE A RIGHT TO FREEDOM!  WE HAVE A RIGHT TO LIVE WITHOUT BEING SPIED ON IN EVERY WAY!  WE HAVE A RIGHT TO LIVE OUR LIVES IN PEACE WHEN WE LIVE IN THIS COUNTRY!   WE HAVE RIGHTS!

You the U.S. government obviously don't feel anyone has rights at all in this country or in the world!

How are you going to invade another country saying you are doing it "For the people's freedom?"  When the U.S. is the most unfree country in the world now?   The U.S. citizens are all prisoners of their country through the spying of the government and the millions on the "No fly list".

Do people realize that the only country over the last decades that have invaded other countries is the U.S.?  Do people realize that the U.S. is the most aggressive and oppressive country in the world do to their going in and killing citizens of other countries to take control of it.

Do you realize the media has been the propaganda arm of the government by telling people it is for our "Freedom and the people's Freedom" of the countries they are invading, when it is really due to the resources and money of that country?

Do people realize we are NOT FREE?

Someone asked me recently "Why do you have a blog?"   I told them "It is the only way I have a voice now.  The government doesn't listen to the people and I can vent my opinion and reveal truth."

It is time for all of us to Stand Up and say "No More!  We Deserve and Demand our Constitutional Rights once more!"   We Deserve Freedom!

If people are honest with themselves, they will realize we are all slaves to those in control.  This world and society has been designed to keep us in slavery by our working just to pay the banks and government money and to build what they want.   We need to get out of the system of tolling being debt slaves to the government and banks.   We need to shine the light on their poisoning us more and more with their chemtrails, fluoride and GMO food.  

I never knew how much the government actually hated all their citizens and how they distrust us all until I became awake and aware to what they do to us.

We the citizens of the country are the ones who have the rights!  You the government are suppose to work for us, not against us.

It is time for everyone in the U.S. to begin being Greece, Argentina, Egypt, Iceland and all other countries where the people have been standing up to the corrupt banks and governments and trying to get control back from the out of control governments!

We will not allow an Orwellian society!

It is amazing how all the elected officials in D.C. are calling Snowden a traitor!  WOW, it shows they are all part of creating the Orwellian society behind closed doors.  None of them are for our rights anymore.  They pretend to be in the media, but work against us together in the back rooms of D.C.

Sen. Schumer on CNN today has threatened Russia if they harbor Snowden!  WOW.... that shows you how far they go for the truth being revealed about what they do to us all.

Sen. Charles Schumer (N.Y.), the third-ranking Senate Democratic leader, said Sunday that Russia will face “serious consequences” if it harbors Edward Snowden, who has been charged with espionage.
“What’s infuriating here is Prime Minister [Vladimir] Putin of Russia abetting Snowden’s escape,” Schumer said in a CNN “State of the Union” interview. “I think it will have serious consequences for the United States-Russia relationship.”

May we ALL BE Snowdens!  May we ALL stand up for Truth and Reveal what is Wrong with this country and shine the light on Corruption!  May we ALL be HEROS to each other! 

Why I haven't been posting anything

I wanted to let everyone know, why I have not been posting anything.

I have been working on my house and renovating my master bathroom to be able to sell my home.

I have lived in this house for 12 years and now feel the need to free myself of it and everything I own.

Since the first home I ever purchased in 1990, I have accumulated a lot of "stuff".  I have come to the full realization, the "stuff" does not make me happy and only weighs me down. I do want to say,  I am grateful for being able to have beautiful items in my life and having a beautiful home but I am ready to change my life and way of living.

I made the decision last month to sell everything I own including my home.  I plan on getting rid of everything, including all my collector items/art work and very nice furniture.

I have been working on clearing out the junk and have gone to the dump many times with things and have now been trying to separate the "garage sale" items from the "collector items".  


I do have a beautiful home that I so thankful for in being able to live here and it does have the most amazing natural view of hillsides and the Smoky Mountains and yet I am right in the center of everything in Knoxville.  It is serene and homey and I have put my heart and soul into this home and it will be hard to leave, but it is time.

It is a very hard process and I am having to try and get it done by myself, which is makes it doubly hard.

I am still at the beginning stages of it all and am still trying to go through everything and trying to figure out how to sell the nicer items.

What do I want to do, once I sell my home?

I would like a motor yacht instead of a houseboat (what I first thought of and researched) due to being able to go out on the ocean with and go other places/countries if I want to.

I have been researching motor yachts for weeks now.  I can't buy an expensive one but I have found some older ones that are in my budget.  I have a budget (once my house sells) of $135,000 and would like a 60+ foot diesel engine motor yacht.   There are many from the 1970's that are in that price range.   I plan on taking a course of marine diesel mechanics, so I can work on the engine/engines myself when need be.

I lived on a sailboat in my teenage years down in the Caribbean and spent 2 years writing a book about the experience (not published).  At that time we had never stepped foot on a sailboat, but my parents sold everything we owned to move on one, yet our father abandoned us two weeks after the move.   It was the hardest experience in many ways of my life, yet it helped shape me to who I am today.  My mother and sisters and I found the strength and determination to learn, survive and eventually conquer our situation.  I hope one day to publish my book about that experience and maybe if I get the freedom from all my "stuff" and home, I will be able to re-edit it for the 100th time.

I strongly feel the need for Freedom. In fact, last year I posted about Feeling the Need for Freedom on the blog.  Now I am taking the steps to be Free of the stuff.

One thing I had to do was throw out all my "fear" items.  What do I mean by that?  I used to follow (years ago) a certain person that instills fear all the time with his supposed web language searching technology.   I had believed in it years ago, so I followed the "advice" and acquired a huge amount of food "stuff".  I had that stuff in a storage room, well I took about 4 loads to the dump of all the "fear" stuff.  I have found a wonderful release by doing that.  I released fear and I released a weight of stuff that kept me bound from Freedom.

So, all the above is taking up my time and will continue to do so, until I can clear my way through all the stuff and get things in order.


I am ready for Freedom!  I am ready for a change of lifestyle.  I am ready to release the things that bound me and keep me anchored down!

LET FREEDOM RING!  

Open Letter to the Banks and Governments of the World! We gave you the privilege of holding our money - not the other way around!

This letter is a notice to all the banks of the world.

It appears that you have gotten yourselves in a situation where you have gambled more money than you ever had in your possession.  Due to your gambling on derivatives, besides giving yourself billions in pay, you are now in a situation of major debt which you are looking to the depositors to get you out of.

First I would like you to know.  We the people of the world, honored you by our trust and given you the privilege to safe keep our money, which we have earned through the sweat off our backs and working long hours.   I know, you do not understand that concept as you are able to sit in your million dollar offices and dictate to others around you what needs to be done.   I also know you don't understand the concept of only being able to save less than half of what you earn due to the rest going to taxes and the government.  

Understand all of us 'normal' people actually pay more in taxes on everything than what we earn and what we don't pay in taxes, we have to pay for our monthly cost of living.  By the time any money is left over, which is not normally very much we then have honored you to hold the rest for us.  

We did not need to put our money in your bank, it is not something that is required nor demanded of us.  We have trusted you and it is something you should be thankful for.   Yet it appears that all of you banks feel you are above us.  It appears you feel it is the other way around and that we should be thankful you have allowed us to deposit our savings with you.

In Cyprus, people are not being allowed their money, besides you want to take a portion of it due to your bad gambling and the government officials over spending and not caring about fiscal responsibility.   Now, my understanding is when/if the banks do reopen there will be controls of how much money people are able to get out of their hard earned money.

Here is a question.  It is our money in the banks, yet we are considered criminals now and have to fill out paperwork if we want to get any large sums out and you provide the DHS paperwork on us as being "suspicious" for getting a large sum of our own money.   

What happened here?  How has the world turned where the government and banks act as if, we are the ones privileged to allow them to hold our money and then control how much of it we can get out?

I find it funny how the people are blamed in countries and not the governments and banks for the debt and bad money management themselves.  We the people had put trust in those who we elected to do what is right for the country and the people together.  Instead that trust has been broken in many ways, including now the stealing of our money out of the banks.

The only way for all of this to end, is for the people to not play the game anymore.  The people need to turn around and make you the banks liable along with all the politicians for your own bad decisions.   It is OUR money and we have the rights to it and we will keep our money!  We will get out of the banking system! 

It is time for us to take back our rights to our money and let you the banks crash.  It is simply a slave system anyway.  Cyprus has proven that you, the governments and banks believe you come before the people and all the people's money is yours if they want it!

You the government want to spend money on wars and killing other people anyway.  You want to invade other countries for their resources and the banks back you up.  You have a great scam going on.  Get the people to hate and kill other groups, so you can continue the slavery system.   

TO THE PEOPLE: 

Enough is enough!  Until... All of us lowly people in the eyes of the bankers and politicians make them stop, they will continue making slaves of us.   They are putting drones in the air to watch our every move.  If we don't stand up now we will be completely imprisoned and made slaves of and even hunted.  The time is now as the hour is getting late and need to do it before it is too late.  What is this world going to be like for our children and grandchildren?  How can we explain to them, we sat back and let a "terminator" type world and be created and allowed them to be committed to slavery not doing anything about it, when we could?

Don't know where to put your money?  Put it in what the central banks, governments hate the most!  Gold and Silver!

IT IS TIME FOR FREEDOM!  IT IS TIME TO KICK OUT THE EVIL THAT IS RUNNING THE WORLD!  IT IS UP TO ALL OF US TO DECIDE ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!  UNLESS WE TAKE ACTION AND SHOW WHO REALLY HAS THE POWER, THEY WILL BIND US AND OUR CHILDREN INTO EVEN MORE SLAVERY TO PAY FOR THEIR ELITE WORLD!  

I AM A FREE PERSON!  THAT IS MY GOD GIVEN RIGHT!  IT IS ALL OF OUR GOD GIVEN RIGHT!  ARE WE GOING TO ENFORCE THAT RIGHT?  OR ARE WE GOING TO CONTINUE BEING MADE SLAVES?  IT IS UP TO US!   

LET FREEDOM REIGN!  

DEMAND FREEDOM! 

IT IS OUR RIGHT!

IT IS OUR MONEY!

IT IS OUR EARTH!

WE NEED TO GRASP THE POWER AND USE OUR POWER!

WE ARE THE POWER!

ACCEPT YOUR POWER!

ENFORCE/EMBRACE YOUR POWER!

PEOPLE POWER!
THROUGH UNITY WE REIGN!

I AM THE 99%!

Update - Just released interview on King World News - The Banks are trying to enslave humanity.  
Former U.S. Treasury Secretary Paul Roberts says this in the interview:
"So I’m all in favor of the Cypriots to take to the streets, and to whatever level of violence they need take it to. " 

FREEDOM! More and more I am feeling the "Prison/Matrix" of Earth. Are all the Revolutions happening due to people feeling the energies too? I want Freedom and Truth!

I feel the need to express myself in how I have been feeling.

I do believe the energies are changing on this beautiful Earth.

Lately I have been feeling the "chains and prison" of this Earth as never before.  I feel the need for FREEDOM!

What do I mean by that?

I feel that the matrix and control is being pressed down more and more.

Think about this......

We are programmed with advertising/media/schools/churches and government to not go within and "know" ourselves.  We are programmed to look outside ourselves for all help and think that being intuitive and creating our world through how we think is an evil thing.  They make you believe, if you work on your own psychic abilities or study any "new age" information than you are opening yourself to evil.   We are programmed not to think for ourselves or to ask questions of our "superiors/teachers/ministers/government officials, etc.  We are to do as we are told and we are to be dependent on our government and something "outside" of ourselves.  We are made to believe we can't do it ourselves.

Besides that, we are poisoned through our water, air and food to stay "asleep" and to be "zombies" and do as we are told.

I feel the need for Freedom of the Lies and I Desire to Know the Truth of all!  We All have the right to know Truth!  Truth of ourselves and Truth of what others do to us to control us! 

If feels as if we have been locked  up here on this Earth.   No matter where you research to go to try and find "Freedom" someplace on this Earth, you find that all countries have their citizens "prisoners" in one way or another. 

I know this sounds bizarre to many and I am not sure I am really able to express myself fully and get across what I mean in all of it.

I question all the time:

Why am I here?
What am I suppose to be doing?
How can I do the best for myself and others?
How can I fully create as I think and create "Happiness, Prosperity, Perfect Health, Love, etc." in my life?
How can help this Earth?

Those are just a few questions I have everyday.   I "pray" constantly throughout the day.

I really do believe that positive thoughts create positive events and as we think so are we.  Yet.... it seems things are not coming through as I have set my intentions for them to.

I do believe that everyone of us have a right to live beautiful, prosperous, happy lives while here on Earth.   Yet it seems there are others that are there to try and make sure we don't ever fully realize that potential and fully know ourselves as we are.

I believe that there is higher intelligence in the Universe in other places.  I would never be so "self centered" to think that all of us on Earth are the only ones in the Universe on a planet.  In fact that makes no sense what so ever to me.  If people really stopped and thought about  it..... with billions of planets and stars (as our sun) it would not even be conceivable we are the only ones alive on one.

I want to be on a space vehicle traveling and exploring the Universe and all the other planets!  I want the freedom to experience amazing places and see the beauty of the Universe! 

 Yes it sounds bizarre to say that!

But another belief of mine of which is opposite of what the churches use to control people.  I believe we reincarnate!  It absolutely does not make sense to me that we only have this one life to get it right.   I used to believe that.  But many years ago I began researching that belief and pondering it over and over within myself.  I wonder if at some point in my "soul" life I have been able to travel the universe.  If so, Why did I choose to come to a "prison" planet?

I will admit I use to believe a few years back that December 21 2012 was a "doom" date!  I do NOT believe that anymore.  I believe those who try and control everyone and everything on this Earth wants everyone to put their energy into "doom" to make it real!  I believe that the whole Mayan date is a change of energies on Earth.  From being the energies of control and lies to the energies of Freedom and truth.

Think about it.......  Look at what is going on in the world!  Look at how people are rising up and revolutions are starting in many countries on this Earth!  WHY Now?  It started last year.   What are the people rising up for?  They are rising up for FREEDOM!  They are tired of being controlled they Feel the need for Freedom!  Look at Egypt the new President (Morsi) was about to do as Mubarak had, in being a dictator.  The people there won't accept anything but Freedom from tyranny and a dictatorship!

Don't you feel the absolute desire to be Free?!  Don't you feel the desire for Truth?!  

It has come on more powerful for me in the last two days than ever before.  Today.... I am writing this and expressing myself about it because it is so Strong!

I WANT and DESERVE FREEDOM!

This video is Perfect! This was obviously done during the Bush years, but all you have to do is add Obama and the current government officials around the world to it. There are very powerful pictures and information in the video! It is excellent!  It still completely applies to the prison which we live and the Freedom we all have a Right to.



The words to the song are in the video information on Youtube.

There is another song that has the words "I WANT FREEDOM - WE WANT FREEDOM"  I just can't think of which one that is.  It was a pretty recent song, I can hear that section of the song, but can not remember which song it was in.  It is of the people yelling "I want Freedom!"



It is funny how the new coin from "Silver Bullet Silver Shield" that is at the top on the right side bar is exactly what I am writing about now.  When you look at it... it has the "energies" of the universe and then the various words about Freedom and what we want in so many ways.   Talk about perfect timing.  Also more are selling right now than even the "Banker one" they had just offered.  Why?  I believe because this speaks to the "heart" of the matter of the energies and what people around the world are feeling right now.

Every person on this Earth has the right to be FREE! I believe it is God's Will for us to be FREE and to know ourselves! 

Aren't you feeling the Need for Freedom and Truth?!

It is Powerful for me!  I am ready to break the chains of the prison - FREEDOM from the poisoning they do to us!  FREEDOM to know the Truth of myself!  FREEDOM to Live as God meant us to!  FREEDOM from the chains and prison that those who control put on us!  FREEDOM to the truth revealed to all on Earth of who we really are!  FREEDOM to know the truth about all those who have been controlling the population of the Earth and what they have done to do so!  

FREEDOM NOW!!!!!!