Why am I here? What is the purpose? Do you ever have those questions?

I am in one of my 'moods', where I simply don't understand "Why am I here and what is my purpose?"

Do you have those days?  Where you just don't see any 'good' purpose for your life?

Even though this is something I would normally keep to myself, I feel I should go ahead and write about it.

There are many things on a personal note, I don't write about even though I have had an urge to express my feelings.

This time I felt I should write about it for some reason.

I had a really bad day, yesterday.  I was in a terrible mood due to various reasons.  I mainly blamed it on our rescue rottie (Shiraz) as she destroyed many outdoor cushions and the yard was a disaster of pillow stuffing.  I was upset over that and the fact she is still going potty inside the house, even though it has been 3 weeks since getting her.

It of course set the stage for my being horrid yesterday.  But the real problem was 'me'.  The real problem has been what 'my worth' during this lifetime is.   What am I doing with my life and where am I going?

I have been working intently on 'connecting' with the higher vibrations, 'God' in my life.  I have been studying how our vibrations are everything and how we draw to us and our lives are a result of 'how we think and feel'.

I feel as if I am in a rut now.  What is the purpose of my doing what I am doing and what am I doing in the first place?

Why write about things such as Chemtrails and the lies of politicians besides what is really Truth?  When people deny it and won't/don't want to wake up to the Truth and help eradicate the lies and stop what the 'insanes' are doing?

Why are we living through this existence when the thrill and fun of living is not there?  Why are we just 'living' the life we are if it is dull and boring?

I am someone who wants to see the world and all the magnificent places in it!  I have been blessed to see much of it, but there is so much more.  Places I want to see and experience: Machu Pichu, Southern part of Chile, Easter Island, Arctic, The Amazon, Pacific Atolls, the list goes on and on.

What is my life at this point?  What good am I doing?  Where is my life going?

We all have different desires in this life.  We all have different purposes and reasons we are all here, in our lives to live.

But the common purpose we ALL do have is to learn to LOVE each other and be ONE with each other and all things.

Yesterday, I was very unloving.  I was unloving to myself and my dog.  As I said, I blamed my dog for my bad mood, when I really knew I was upset with myself.  I have come to that understanding, at least.  When I am really upset with my daughter, I know it is because I am really unhappy with myself.  When I do get really upset, I always think about it and know it is me, not whatever the situation is, that is really bothering me.  It is where my life is right now, yet how I really desire to have something different at this time.

I pray for everyone to fully know the truth of themselves.  I put my energy into that.  I also put my energy and prayers into people understanding how everything in our life is from where we put our energy and thoughts.  I have been seriously working on changing my energies into the positive and creating prosperity.  Yes, I believe having money (an energy) is a good thing.  I understand how I have repelled it in the past through 'feeling guilty, that it is bad, it doesn't make you happy, and so on', which is how we have been trained to think about it.

We have been trained to have limited thinking in all we do.  We have been trained to stay within our 'bounds' in society.  We have been trained that to have a lot of money, makes you an un-spiritual and bad person.

Yet, we are trained to worry about money and our situations constantly.

When we do worry about it and put our energy into our problems instead of solutions, we cause the problems to become bigger.

We are controlled in every aspect.   That is the other problem I was having yesterday.  The fact that everything is controlled besides the poisoning of the Earth, animals and people.

Another underlying frustration is "How do we stop and change what is going on?"  That is a huge frustration for me.  How do we stop the Chemtrails?  How do we stop the brainwashing and how does the Truth of all things, get revealed and come to light?

Yes, I am venting here.  It is hard for me to get this out, since it is very personal feelings and thoughts.

I do wonder "Why am I here?"  We have to feel we have a purpose and doing something in our lives instead of just living it.  I really desire to make a difference, not just in my life but in the world.  

I get frustrated and angry with what is happening in this world.  The way the Earth is becoming toxic from the insanes and how they are so greedy and controlling.  They have set us up to be reliant upon them in every way.  They have not allowed 'free energy' devices to come to the market where we could all be self sufficient.   They have our energy revolve around oil, nuclear and fossil fuels instead of our each having our own energy sources that are non-toxic to the Earth.  They do this in greed and for control of the people.

There have  been many times I have questioned "How is this being allowed by God and isn't what they are doing against Universal laws?"  The way they poison our food, water and air, how is that being allowed?  Is there a universal law that by them showing us things in movies and in the media we then allow those things to happen against us?

We are so brainwashed to constantly compare ourselves to others.  The advertisements are (especially for women) where you have to buy this product or that to try and look like this person or try and stay young.  We are set up for failure.  We will never be 'good enough' in our own minds the way the media has set it up.  They photoshop pictures of women too.  No one is perfect and even those at the top (models, actors, etc) are insecure.  Look how they have to drown themselves in drugs and alcohol.

In other words we are suppose to strive to be what we can never be.  We are set up to not be happy with Who We Are!  We are set up to be insecure!  Can we look at each other and see the beauty of who we really are?  Can we see each other in the light of Love and the beautiful soul/spirit that God created?  Instead of seeing each other's human imperfections and worrying about our imperfections?

I am over it ALL!  One thing that gives me peace is knowing I am a soul in a human body having an Earthly experience for growth.  But then I have days as yesterday where I feel like a complete failure and my life is nothing.

It is hard to stay in a 'positive' attitude, every day without letting the negativity get to you.

One thing I have thought and have contemplated many times over and over again.  It is, in the Bible it says "Christ will Return".  Here is what I have thought about many times.  The fact that Jesus said "You can do as me, if you have the faith the size of a mustard seed."  (I will ask everyone to go and get a mustard seed, if you don't have one, go to the store and buy a spice container of it.)  I believe Jesus came to show us what we can do if we live in LOVE for ourselves and each other.  He said that too.  I believe WE are the ones who are suppose to save ourselves!  We are the ones who have to change our way of thinking!  We are the ones who need to loves ourselves and each other, without the divisions of country, race, culture, politics, gender, religion, etc.  We should look at all others as ourselves.

Then I get frustrated and question "How do we do that?"  "How can we do that, when our world is set up to be the opposite?  How do we get past the brainwashing and control of the way we think and feel?"

I am venting as there is so much going on that puts us off our 'path'.  How do we change the path?  How do we really make a difference?  How do we make our life worthwhile?

I expect many reading this, have had the same thoughts and questions about their lives.  Many have had days as I did, yesterday where my life feels as if it is nothing of value.

We are in this All Together!  It is really up to us to change things and change our way of thinking.  It is up to us to work on eliminating all the 'limiting brainwashing' that we have been subjected to since birth.

There have been many times I have wanted to write about very personal thoughts and feelings and I have stopped myself.  It is too 'revealing' to do that to the world.  It is too personal.  But this time I have written about very personal thoughts and feelings.  It is tough to do, to put yourself out there for 'ridicule or exposure'.  We have been trained to hide our very personal thoughts due to 'what others may think' of them.
Well, I guess I am trying to step out from our limited thinking by posting this.  Will I post it?  Will I hit that 'publish' button?  If you are reading this, then I have gone ahead and taken steps to 'reveal' inner and personal thoughts/feelings.

How do we help each other?  How do we help ourselves?  What is our purpose?  How do we live every moment in Love?  Are we expected to be Loving every moment?   Where is my life going?  Will I be able to overcome the limited thinking and will Truth come out about who we are?

Over and over I read about 'meditating' as the way to understanding and all the answers are 'within'.  It is something I have not been good at, as I am a hyper person.  I get frustrated about that too.  I do wish the answers were right there and I didn't have to sit quietly and 'listen' for them.

THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO VENT MY FRUSTRATIONS AND INNER THOUGHTS/FEELINGS WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! 

The Snow in the South, moisture came from the Gulf, smelled like burning plastic/rubber. I believe is due to Corexit and Oil in Gulf - My video test.

UPDATE 2/9/14 - MICROSCOPIC ANALYSIS OF SNOW AND AIR LAB RESULTS - PROVES CHEMTRAILS! 

I have been constantly thinking long and hard about why the snow smelled so horrible like burning plastic/rubber, with the snow storm we got last week.   I tested and experimented with my snow as shown on video.  There are 'debunking' videos that say it is the butane gas of the lighter that made it smell as it did.  I used matches for my experiment.

A glob of goo came off the melting of snow too.  That is not normal and can not be debunked.  The video shows the glob and people can see it happen as it did.



Why would we get such bad snow here that smelled and burned as it did and the North does not?

I believe I have figured it out.  The storm came from the Gulf of Mexico, not from Canada.  So all the snow was Gulf of Mexico moisture.  What is the Gulf of Mexico full of and what continues to be sprayed down there to this day (it will be 4 years in April from BP oil leak)?

COREXIT!  Corexit still continues to be sprayed in the Gulf, it is a chemical which the ingredients have never been released and the EPA has never demanded they are.

The Gulf of Mexico still has oil leaking, this article is from last year but still applies.

The Raw Story - did a report/article on the Gulf of Mexico yesterday 2/1/14.  Dolphins are missing teeth and have lung disease in the Gulf. 

We did get snow last week and the reason why people believe it was fake snow was due to how it burned or did not burn and the smell of it.  Many tasted it and said it tasted bad too.

I can tell you, no matter how much people try and debunk it, something was wrong with that snow.  I did not believe the videos at first until I did it myself.  My test was to debunk the videos and show there was nothing wrong.  But when I did my first burn of the snow, the smell was horrible and strong of burning plastic and I knew something was really wrong with it all.


I believe, We got toxic corexit snow with oil in it.  That is why,  the snow smelled like burning plastic/rubber (which has oil in it).  This is besides all the chemtrail toxins that are sprayed in the air.  

My Snow experiments/tests in Knoxville Tennessee. Video shows snow become a Glob of White Goo on the Ground. Snow not melting but burning. Snow smelled like burning plastic/tires.

UPDATE 2/9/14 - MICROSCOPIC ANALYSIS OF SNOW AND AIR LAB RESULTS - PROVES CHEMTRAILS! 

I did many experiments/test today, with the snow that fell on Tuesday in Knoxville, Tennessee.

I heard and saw reports about 'Fake' Snow in Georgia.  I wanted to test my snow, because I thought people were creating a conspiracy compared to it being real.

Well, I was surprised and shocked to find out the claims of 'fake' snow are real.

I videoed my  burning snow with a match outside on the ground, so no one could claim I used Styrofoam etc.   I burned different snow and you will see as I light a match to some of the snow, it burned and a little glob of white goo was left at one time.

It smelled awful and besides burning it on the ground I did bring in a snowball and it did not melt but browned and burned..

Everything is in the video as it happened and snow should not smell like burning plastic/rubber.  I had two other people who are not involved in 'conspiracy theories' at all smell the snow and asked them what it smelled like.  You will see that in the video too.

Video of my experiments/test of the Snow on the ground



While doing the snow test, this is the sky over Knoxville

Jim Willie Speaks with me about MyRA - 'Obamaretire' - Government take over of Retirement Accounts

Jim Willie spoke with me this morning about Obama's Announced MyRA - forced government retirement plan.

He said the bonds won't just include U.S. government debt bonds but they will also have the toxic Fannie Mae bonds which is still loaded with FRAUD!

He covers the many angles to forced pension fund conversion to special USTreasury Toxic Bonds
discusses the AIG and Lehman event a little.
covers tax angles and the volume of private pension funds targeted next
covers USGovt debt finance urgent requirements





Previous Articles:  Obama through Executive Order - MyRA - Government Retirement plan

401K's being put into government bonds without notice

Obama's Retirement Plan "MYRA" introduced in State of Union Address, Through Executive Order. "Equality of IRA's for All" Reminds me of propaganda before Obamacare. "Equality of Healthcare for All"

Obama introduced MYRA - a new IRA for those who don't have one.

I believe I will just call it "Obamaretire" (two fold meaning)

OH... Wait... where have I heard that before..... hmmm..... let me think back...... it is coming to me.......

OH Right..... Healthcare for All in equality!!!

Obama said "Everyone has a right to Health Care and Insurance".  Then the insurance was Nationalized and we know how well that has gone.

So what is MSM doing?  They are writing about Obama's introduced MYRA.

Business Insider "Can't wait to hear more about it."

Forbes wrote one article about it, saying that IRA's are a mess and are all over the place.  They all need to be made uniform, one standard.

The problem isn’t that Americans don’t have enough ways to save for retirement — they have too many. Look at the alphabet soup of plans from 401(k)s, 403(b)s, 457s to Roth IRAs. Why not consolidate them and make the tax breaks uniform through credits? Make a universal plan with low fees accessible to everyone — regardless of where they work. It’s not only a way to address inequality, it will improve retirement security for everyone.

Will people be able to put two and two together?

Will people really want the U.S. government to control their IRA?

Do people really feel the government would be good stewards of their retirement money?

Do people have their eyes open and see how the government handles everything and how well they have handled Obamacare?





Imagine the millions of people getting letters from their IRA 401K financial advisers saying that the government was now making them all uniform and they are all going into bonds.

The rhetoric is exactly the type that was being thrown around before the passing of Obamacare.  "Equality health care for all." Now  "Equality of retirement plans for all"

Slate says Obama is going to use an 'Executive Order' to pass MYRA - details will be released today

One of the most intriguing ideas in the State of the Union was Obama's promise to use executive action to create a new middle-class savings vehicle that he calls a "myRA" (a pun, get it). The speech didn't really make it clear what this looks like exactly, and I have to say the White House's policy briefing sheet didn't either

Here is the biggest question..... DOES EVERYONE SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL?  DOES EVERYONE SEE THAT OBAMA IS ABOUT TO GET THE RETIREMENT ACCOUNTS EQUAL AND GOVERNMENT CONTROLLED?

Don't cha love the MYRA name?  Since Obama has named it.... and it includes MY - does that mean he feels everyone's IRA is his to be done at his will?

I believe in our FREEDOM and Our RIGHTS to handle our own money!  Please Protect yourself from this government plan to control your money through your retirement plan!

I will say this once again, Perpetual Assets allows you FREEDOM of your money.  Just find out what it is about and have FULL CONTROL of your own money!

Yes I am Promoting them because I believe in it, Very Strongly!  Take action to control your own money before the government takes their action!

Edit to Add:  Jim Willie Spoke to me this morning about MyRA - said it will include Toxic Fannie Mae Bonds! 

LAND PATENTS! Claim your Sovereign Rights to your Land! Can NEVER be Taken From you by the Government or Any Bank! This is TRUTH and this is IMPORTANT! EVERYONE NEEDS TO DO THIS - IT IS REAL!

I am so thankful for a comment on my article about retirement plans being put into U.S. government bonds.
The comment was about a 'Land Patent'.  I had never heard of that, so I researched it.

WOW!  What I found out is amazing and proves how our government began committing fraud against us in the early 1900s.  They obviously began taking away our Freedoms and Sovereign rights on purpose to be where we are at now.

But, when we ALL educate ourselves and each other about what our Rights our and the TRUTH is - WE WILL WIN!

This is one of the most important articles of information I have ever written.  This is about our claiming our Sovereign rights as given to us from our Forefathers and there is nothing the government can do to take it away ONCE we CLAIM it!

Every Single person that owns property/land/house needs to do this!  IT IS OUR RIGHT!

Once we all claim our Land Patent our property can NEVER be taken from us via foreclosure or non-payment of taxes!  It can NEVER be taken from us via Eminent domain either! 

I have the full information on this video!  Please Pass it Along to everyone you know that owns Property!  We ALL NEED TO STAND FOR OUR RIGHTS AS GIVEN TO US BY OUR FOREFATHERS!

Once you claim a Land Patent on your property you never need permission from the government to do anything on it either, as in permits, etc.  Subdivision by-laws do not apply to your property either!

The links that are in the video are here:

http://www.narlo.org/landpatent.html

http://www.freedomforallseasons.org/AllodialLandPatentReports/Truth%20-%20What%20Is%20A%20Land%20Patent%20-%20Allodial%20Titles.htm

http://www.teamlaw.org/LandPatents.htm

I will be speaking with a lawyer tomorrow about this and I will do a follow up on what he says!

Right now our deeds are by the Feudal system instead of the Land Patent (Allodial), which is how they originally were deeded (the info is in the video) which then allows the government to take your land via all means at their disposal.  But once a land patent is claimed by you, the government can Not come on your property either, from my understanding.

The Supreme Court has upheld Land Patent suits!

Remember Obama signed an 'Executive Order for the Economic Continuity of Government' which allows the government to take whatever land or property they want and feel is needed for themselves or even to give a private entity (bank, corporation, another government, etc).  By claiming your Land Patent they can not do this against your property.

This is TRUTH to Pass on to everyone!

Video explaining it in detail, links of information in the video are above.




Here is Bureau of Land Management's government site that has information about Land Patents! 


1/27/14 8:30am est - I emailed a lawyer, but I got an automatic email that he is out of the office until 2/1/14.  When I hear back from him, I will do a follow up.  I am going to contact a few other lawyers I know that handle foreclosures around the country.

With a land patent as the operating authority on the land, the Land cannot thereafter lawfully be taken for debt or taxes, except by the willing grant of the Landowner.   This fact does not limit the owner from the ability to willingly enter contracts that may subsequently mandate the payment of either taxes, or debts, secured by the property appurtenant to the land. 


A Land Patent is permanent and cannot be changed by the government after its issuance. “Where the United States has parted with title by a patent legally issued and upon surveys made by itself and approved by the proper department, the title so granted cannot be impaired by any subsequent survey made by the government for its own purposes.” Cage v. Danks, 13 La.Ann 128. In the history of this county, no Land Patent has ever lost an appellate review in the courts. As a matter of fact, in Summa Corp. v California, 466 US 198, the Supreme Court ruled forever that the Land Patent would always win over any other form of title.

Check your 401K and Retirement Plan! Plans being switched to ALL Government Bonds without Approval. Finding out by Retirement End of Year Statements

UPDATE - 1/29/14  - Obama introduced during his State of the Union Address, through Executive Action - MyRA - Retirement Accounts, equality for All!  Where have I heard that before?.... Oh Right "Healtcare, Equality for All".

I got an email from Jim Willie, Golden Jackass, with an article and information linked about how people are finding out their 401K retirement plans have been switched to 100% government bonds without approval or notice. In fact they are being switched out from where the individual allocated their retirement money.    Jim has been predicting that this would happen for awhile now and it appears his prediction is now becoming reality.

I wrote about retirement plans many times.  The latest was how retirement plans are expensive  and about Perpetual Assets and what they do.  (The video of my interview of Will is on the side, that explains what Perpetual Assets is)

Here is an article from Economic Policy about how the government is coming after everyone's retirement accounts.

Check your statement and find out if your retirement plan is being rolled into government bonds too.  Call your financial planner who is in charge of it, ask if your retirement plan can be put into bonds without you being notified.  

I have information up on the side about Perpetual Assets.   I really hope everyone with a retirement plan seriously considers having your retirement plan money in your OWN hands, where you completely control it!
I sincerely and deeply feel the only way for Freedom from government control of your money is controlling it yourself and holding it without the government getting their hands on it.  I only put out information I believe in and I believe will help people.

It is that important!

USA Today published this article last month (December 2013) about how government bonds give you the most money for your retirement plan.   The media is of course working with the government and Wall Street to get everyone's money, they are all in it together.   They are putting propaganda pieces out ahead of the moves of everyone's money into government bonds.

Here is the original article linked at the top:

I just heard from a friend of mine that who worked for the Social Security Administration for a few years that his entire 401k has been moved from where he allocated it into US treasury bonds.He just received his annual statement that shows all of his funds have been moved, without his permission or even notice!This is what Max Keiser and Jim Sinclair have been predicting for over a year now. As far as I know, thus far this has only been applied to non-active employees, but it looks like the tip of the iceberg, and smacks of desperation. 

Here is the statement of how his retirement fund has been switched to all government bonds without his approval or notice it was being done.

It is happening.  The government IS in the process of getting the Trillions in retirement accounts and they will come after all of them.  They will do what it takes for their Wall Street buddies and puppet masters.

My research on how stocks and bonds are put into a company's name that is owned by the Federal Reserve when you purchase them.

Cyprus and MF Global able to just steal everyone's money.  The sanctioning of stealing people's money has already happened here and will happen in a big way with the retirement accounts.

PROTECT YOURSELF!  HOLD AND CONTROL YOUR OWN RETIREMENT AND 401K PLANS!  DON'T LET THE GOVERNMENT AND WALL STREET GET THEM! 

Video about it all:

UPDATE 1/27/14 - Land Patent - Complete Sovereign Rights to your Land, Can never be taken by Government or by a Foreclosure!  I investigated this due to a comment below.  It is Real!  Everyone who owns property needs to claim their Land Patent!

Edit to Add:  Jim Willie Spoke to me this morning about MyRA - said it will include Toxic Fannie Mae Bonds! 

McCain Upset there was No war in Syria due to Obama wanting Congressional Approval, Introduced a Bill to Allow a President to Declare War without Congress Approval

McCain taking going to War in Syria seriously, by playing Poker, during the discussions.  Yeah just the person we need to listen to......
A WAR MONGER! 

McCain is such a traitor to the U.S. Constitution and the American People.  He Loves War!  He is upset that the U.S. didn't bomb Syria and most likely lose U.S. troops.  You really have to wonder how much he is paid off by the War complex of companies.

He has now introduced a bill that allows the President to declare War at Will without Congressional Approval.  He calls for a 'Congressional Discussion', but no approval needed.  In other words giving the President a Dictatorship.

From McCain's own website,  his introduction of the bill on the Senate Floor.

Portions:

“Mr. President: I am pleased to join my colleague, the junior Senator from Virginia, as we introduce today the War Powers Consultation Act of 2014.

“More recently, we saw the opposite problem manifested with regard to Syria. Perhaps due to the backlash in Congress that the Administration’s handling of the Libya conflict engendered, President Obama decided to seek congressional authorization for limited airstrikes against the Assad regime after it slaughtered more than 1,400 of its own citizens with chemical weapons last August. An operation that likely would have lasted a few days, and thus been fully consistent with the President’s authority under the existing War Powers Resolution had he decided to act decisively and take limited military action, instead devolved into a stinging legislative repudiation of executive action. The tragic result was that the Assad regime was spared any meaningful consequences for its use of a weapon of mass destruction against innocent men, women, and children – and like Libya, the forces that want to turn America away from the world were not checked but empowered.

“Now, some may see the problem in these two instances as a failure of presidential leadership, and I would agree. But I also believe that the examples of Libya and Syria represent the broader problem we as a nation face: What is the proper war power authority of the executive and legislative branches when it comes to limited conflicts, which are increasingly the kinds of conflicts with which we are faced?

“It is essential for the Congress and the President to work together to define a new war powers consultative arrangement that both reflects the nature of conflict in the 21st century and is in line with our Constitution. Our nation does not have 535 Commanders-in-Chief. We have one – the President – and that role, as established by our Constitution, must be respected. Our nation is poorly served when Members of Congress try to micromanage the Commander-in-Chief in matters of war.

“A new War Powers Resolution, one that is recognized as both constitutional and workable in practice, can be an important contribution to this effort. It can more effectively invest the Congress in the critical decisions that impact our national security. It can help build a more durable consensus in favor of the kinds of policies we need to sustain our global leadership and protect our nation. In short, the legislation we are introducing today can restore a better balance to the way national security decision-making should work in a great democracy such as ours.

Update 

Here is video of McCain on the Senate Floor Introducing the "Wars Power Act of 2014"

Allow MORE Money and Great things! Tapping to get rid of blocks.

Everything is energy in our lives.  Where we put our energy is what comes to us.  Once we fully understand and start getting rid of our brainwashing and programming to have limited things in our lives, we begin to live as God has meant us to.  God created this Earth for us to enjoy and experience to the fullest!  It is our own limited thinking that stops us from having 'it all'.  We have been programmed since birth to be 'limited' and controlled.

I have begun tapping and it is really making a difference with me, in feeling clearer.

Here is a great video of ALLOWING MONEY AND GREAT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE! Brad Yates has a channel and has awesome tapping videos that empower you.

We Rescued/Adopted a Rottweiler last week (1/14/14). Meet Shiraz our New Family Member.

We rescued/Adopted a Rottweiler on January 14, 2014, exactly one week ago today.

She had never been free nor in a house before.  She was not Potty Trained.

But she was pretty much Potty trained within 3 days.  She is that Smart!  She is amazing and gives unconditional LOVE and I believe she is very appreciative of us giving her a home and Freedom!  She is super sweet.

I wanted to introduce our new family member!

SHIRAZ!