Earl Nightingale - The Strangest Secret in the World. This can change your life. Understand The Truth.

Understand the Strangest Secret. Why one man does well and another does not, yet they come from the same circumstances in the beginning.

I am going to continue putting what the real truth is on the blog. I am doing this so people can understand the Truth, and to change not just our own lives, but to change the world. All it takes is a small percentage of people, vibrating the Truth... more and more will feel it.

I AM! The Most Powerful Words in the Universe! Understand You are, your I AMs! Use them and Create your world

There is a lot going on and there is a lot I could be writing about that are lies and B.S. happening in the world.  But instead of getting upset right now.... I feel the most important truths and the way we will change all things happening is through the truth of ourselves.  That is why I am working on myself but also the more people understand the truth the more our world will change through energy.  That is the only way to change it, through our energy.  

I AM are the two most powerful words in the universe.  Those two words are the creation words for ourselves and our world.

If you don't like what is happening in your world right now, what are you using I AM to create?  How are you using those words?  Are you using them in the negative, saying negative things about yourself?

Start being aware of how you use those words.  Use I AM in the positive.  Call in to your life what you desire and in doing that, forgive yourself at the same time for all the things you have done in your past and ask for forgiveness from others through your prayers/energy released.  Love yourself too!

If we all begin using the words I AM together and the more we all rise up in truth of ourselves and the powers of our energy.  Thoughts are things and all things began in thought first.

BE All that you desire, Have All that you desire..... you can do that by using the two most powerful words
 I AM!

I AM HEALTHY
I AM WEALTHY
I AM PEACE
I AM HAPPINESS
I AM JOY
I AM YOUTHFUL
I AM BEAUTIFUL
I AM FORGIVING
I AM STRONG
I AM ENERGY
I AM ENERGETIC
I AM HEALED
I AM ABUNDANT
I AM A MAGNET FOR ALL GREAT THINGS
I AM A MAGNET FOR MONEY
I AM A MAGNET FOR LOVE
I AM LOVING
I AM LOVE
I AM LIGHT
I AM PROTECTED
I AM THANKFUL
I AM FULL OF GRATITUDE
I AM APPRECIATIVE
I AM CREATING THE HIGHEST AND BEST IN MY WORLD
I AM FREE
I AM WISE
I AM ENLIGHTENED
I AM SMART
I AM GENEROUS
I AM GIVING
I AM ACCEPTING GIFTS
I AM UNIQUE
I AM DIVINELY GUIDED
I AM SURROUNDED BY LIGHT
I AM SUCCESS
I AM FUN
I AM WORTHY
I AM DESERVING
I AM ILLUMINATED
I AM TRUTH


I AM ...........................................

Put your words there, and even write them out.

 Here is a video it is the first chapter of many about I AM!



The 2nd chapter is here..

Truth of the Universe. There are no religions, countries, cultures, race or any divisions. Our Universal Rights of Freedom

I am intent of TRUTH of ourselves and discovering the TRUTH of I AM and WE ARE!

I recently watched Mark Passio's 9 hour seminar on Natural Laws and the True Law of Attraction.

I found it to be about all of the things I have thought of previously and learned more.

As he says in the video.... learning TRUTH takes time and if you desire Freedom, then take the time to learn TRUTH!  I highly recommend watching the whole 9 hours, because of the Truth in it and thus having the Freedom in Self and Love of self, besides expanding your knowledge of All.  It is liberating!

I had realized how we are all slaves to authority and that we have to live by laws those at the top do not.  Just as we have to pay taxes and will go to jail and have our things taken away if we do not, yet Timothy Geithner our previous Treasury Secretary and lots of the big corporations and individuals in government do not pay taxes.

Why is there one law for them and another for us?  Why is it this is allowed?

It is because we have allowed it.  All of us collectively have not stood up for our Universal Rights of Freedom.

I am not talking about country rights of Freedom of where you are born.  I am speaking about our God/Natural Law Rights that every single individual and soul on this planet has.

Our rights are not defined by country/race/culture/religion or anything else.  Our real rights are defined by God, the Universe.

What is the Truth?  The truth is, we have gone down the path of immorality, which is again not defined by any man made law or religion, but defined by God.  We have allowed others to 'lord' over us when it is not their right to.  We have allowed the brainwashing of believing those in government/churches/royalty/ etc are better and above us, thus they can make the rules for what we are allowed to do.

I did a video previously about Loving yourself.  Once you love and forgive yourself, you begin your journey of being FREE!  The Freedom that we ALL have the natural right to!  The Freedom of creation through our Love and Energy!

The real Truth is... we have been taught division of country, religion, politics, race, culture, family, birth right, and every other type division possible.

If we allow ourselves to really understand and be the Truth of ourselves/I AM, then we know there is not one single division in reality, they are only man made/evil divisions created for all of us to remain in slavery.

Everyone of us have been slaves believing there is any authority above us and allowed to rule us and there is a separation of people through the previously mentioned defined reasons.

I am here to ask everyone to PLEASE begin LOVING yourself - FORGIVING YOURSELF and FORGIVING ALL OTHERS!

We need to do this together.  It is Time!  It is Time for us all to awaken to our TRUTH of Self.

There is no need for anyone to lack anything at all!

Another brainwashing is money is evil and bad.  That is not true.  That again is to keep you down and depressed and controlled.

The book "The end of All Evil"   has this on page 40:

 Money is good. Culture has invented the lies of money's evil so that authority can more easily lay claim to it. Authority can take your ambition for improving your life by demonizing your labors. Culture teaches people that desiring greater comforts is selfish and greedy. It teaches that money is a mysterious evil.

The more money is condemned, the easier it is to steal from you. Greed does not exist amongst free people. Greed is not the love of money. The love of money is only the love of a better life. Greed is the theft of money, and it exists only among tyrants.

There is no end to the amount of improvement you can have in your life. There is no limit to humanity's ability to cure disease, to end hunger and to enjoy life. Culture would have you believe that you are limited. Culture teaches that you are not worthy of achieving your dreams.

There is no greed in desiring more, there is only greed in stealing the labors of another. Theft is evil. It is the nature of authority to steal. Only tyrants posses greed. When culture teaches that working for money is greed, it also teaches that labor without money is noble. Laboring by rule of law for the collective “we” is taught as the proper form of ambition. If you cannot choose to give or to keep, then you are not “we;” you are a slave.

I ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN ME IN FREEDOM!  I ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN ME IN LOVING YOURSELF!  I ASK EVERYONE TO JOIN ME IN FORGIVING YOURSELF!  WE ARE THE ONES RIGHT NOW THAT CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!  WE HAVE TO MAKE THAT DIFFERENCE IN TRUTH!  WE HAVE TO START THAT TRUTH WITHIN BY LOVING OURSELVES!  WE ARE THE MIRACLES OF TODAY!  WE ARE THE ONES HERE TO CREATE WHAT SHOULD BE AND WHAT NATURAL LAWS ARE!  I ASK IN LOVE TO ALL...... PLEASE LOVE YOURSELF!  HAND IN HAND THROUGH OUR ENERGY WE WILL ILLUMINATE OUR WORLD AND OURSELVES IN KNOWLEDGE AND TRUTH! 

Video I did previously, inserting here... Miracles in your life through the mirroring of your thoughts/feelings. Self Love.



Another video I did recently was about my experiments with my vibrations and energy and how it possibly affected those around me in a positive way from my observations.

Geoengineering (Chemtrails) It is time for people to Wake Up and Demand the poisoning/Murdering of Earth and Humans to STOP! Ads with chemtrails everywhere now.

The chemtrails have been murdering the Earth, animals and Humans for 2 decades now.  People are waking up but we need more to become aware of what is happening.  People need to start looking up in the sky and ask "What are they Spraying?"

Sure there are dis-info sites that have been created to debunk deny chemtrails.  They have been created by the governments and UN who spray our skies with poisons.  Yes there are sites dedicated to calling all of the people who are aware of chemtrails as "nuts and conspiracy theorists".

They all put out the lamest excuses saying it is ice crystals and stupid stuff (like the swamp gas, excuse years ago for a UFO sighting).  We are all suppose to just agree with it and go back to sleep.  Jeez, who wants to step out and be called names?

Well thank goodness there are many of us who ignore the name callers and those who deny chemtrails.
It simply gives us more energy and power to get the truth out.

Don't you ever wonder why they have begun photoshopping old movie segments and putting chemtrails in them for commercials now?   Don't you ever wonder why the old movies (50's,60's,70's) that were filmed on the outside never had chemtrails in them?   I have done articles about those previously.

I have been noticing that there is even a bigger push now against those who are calling for chemtrails to stop on various boards and websites.  I can only account to the fact that more are waking up to what is going on and so they are having to push back harder.

I really do laugh at how they have to restore to degrading anyone who puts out information about chemtrails.  That is their only real push back they can do, except for saying over and over again it is ice crystals.

I am noticing photo-shopped pictures now from times past being used on websites.  They were created to be used as 'evidence' that chemtrails always existed.  But they are all photo-shopped.

Why are they using chemtrails in ads everywhere now?  They are trying to make people conditioned to it being normal that our skies have chemtrails throughout them.

What they don't fully realize, no matter how they try..... there are all of us that are older than 30 remember clear blue skies without chemtrails.  We remember normal contrails of planes.  There was never a time in my youth that the skies had lines throughout them from chemtrails.  They think we are dumb.  When the dis-info agents and deniers try and use degrading tactics, we all simply laugh at them.  We know the truth and we know what the skies use to be like.

People need to educate their children (born since chemtrails started in the 90s) who have only known skies that are filled with chemtrails,  make sure they understand the chemtrails are not natural!   Make sure they see old movies and pictures you have with clear skies to show them the truth!  Do let them become brainwashed that the lines in the skies are normal!  We need the youth to understand/know the Truth!  

People need to stand up more and more to the deniers.  There is one site in particular (which I won't name here) that is the biggest dis-info site on the internet.  They obviously were established and are paid by the governments to deny everything especially chemtrails.  I like to go to that site at time and laugh at their reasoning and everything they deny (which they deny building 7 fell in it's own footprint on 9/11.  They say it fell due to fire).  Actually that site takes the government line on absolutely everything, including they put out information on how GMO food is great for you.  I do go there when I need to laugh, because it is that hilarious, and that obvious of a government dis-info agents/site.



Here is just a sampling of the ads and cartoons with chemtrails added now.

Pilots who filmed a chemtrail plane turning on and off the spraying.




Geoengineering Watch  has information about a 3 hour public hearing that happened in California.  There is a 3 hour video on the site - but here are the Key Points from the hearing:

The Key Points

If you don’t have 3 hours to spare, here is a list of the key points of the video:

• 0:00:00 – Hearing opening and introduction.
• 0:06:34 – Dane Wigington (geoengineering expert): Presentation covering wide-ranging, compelling evidence about the current geoengineering activities.
• 0:24:22 – Iraj Sivadas (college maths teacher & member of Union for Concerned Scientists) : Standing in for Rosalind Paterson, briefly addressing persistent trails and aluminium detection.
• 0:26:28- Alan Buckman (Former US Air Force Weatherman & Wildlife Biologist): Talks about NASA needing to find names for the new, artificial cloud formations, the collapsing of the eco system and mentions Monsanto’s foresight for an aluminium-resistant GMO seed patent.
• 0:30:18 – Francis Mangels (Retired Scientist): Talks about the unravelling of the eco system and presents evidence of contamination from rainwater tests (e.g., 61,000 ug/L in the snow on Mount Shasta – 4 times higher than in its soil levels), abnormal pH levels and the collapsing of agriculture.
• 0:33:42 – Jeff Nelson (Former Airline Pilot and Instructor): Discusses the basic operation of the jet engine, how contrails form and how they do not persist.
• 0:35:56 – Hamid Darabi (Neurologist) – Talks about how the official explanation for the increases he is witnessing in Alzheimers, Parkinsons and neurological diseases are not convincing. He also talks about geoengineering as science and the effect of such nanoparticles on the brain.
• 0:39:25 – Russ Lazuka (US Air Force Veteran): Talks about Evergreen Aviation, planes with no passengers on board, no squawk (transponder) codes, and over a mile long chemtrails.
• 0:42:28 – Dr.Frank Lavosse (Former pilot): Standing in for Fred Meyers, talks about chemtrails in Hawaii, Quebec, Maine, etc. Talks about his experience of employees at US Air Force bases who load the planes are dressed in Hazmat outfits. Talks about 25% increase in lung problems because of micronized aluminum.
• 0:45:37 – Mark MacCandlish (Had secret clearance in US Air Force, consultant to aerospace companies, worked on classified systems): Discusses the size of nanoparticles and what it means. He also discussed how chemtrails suppress the immune system, simply by breathing the air. NASA conducted a program called metalized hybrid fuel systems.
• 0:50:00 – Dr. Steve Davis (Shasta resident): Speaks about the EPA, contaminants, aluminium and the effects on the brain, children, ADHD and autism.
• 0:53:45 – Other speakers: A range of short, heartfelt and impressive speeches from other residents of Shasta County.
• 2:33:12 – Closing of speeches by the Board.
• 2:35:19 – Rick Simon (Resource Management Director, Shasta County): Provides response to speakers, including that the Shasta County do not regulate aircraft emissions, but had written to government entities on this matter. Suggests pollution (at least, in part) may be from diesel engines. Gets heckled at end.
• 2:46:19 – Supervisors of Shasta County question Rick Simon: Established that Shasta County had not asked for or received a response to his letters. Supervisor states that Shasta County should provide its own samples to provide to the government entities. Supervisor asks how much of the budget reserves is left. Established that Shasta County may not have the equipment to measure nano-particulates. Simon says he will ask if nano-particulates are being tested for at federal level. Supervisor reiterates the importance for Shasta County to perform its own nano-particulate analysis before raising the case to federal level. Simon states while testing can be performed, it will beyond their capability to provide irrefutable information (of geoengineering  /chemtrails) as they would not be able to establish the source of the particulates.
• 2:56:50 – Additional comments by Supervisor: Shows his appreciation for the sincere, passionate and knowledgeable comments from the speakers. Commends the work done by Dane Wigington and Cathy Cresser. Supervisor criticises government/EPA representative for not being present. Agrees that not only letters should be sent to government but also a copy of this video to senators, US representatives and California representatives.
• 2:59:49 – Motion established: To gather data, compile with the information that was provided today, send it to appropriate entities along with video of the hearing. Supervisor adds that they must demand a response. Motion passed unanimously – to widespread applause.

Here are more videos to understand and pass along to others to wake them up. We need to start demanding answers and we need it to stop.

Excellent and informative video;
















PLEASE WE ALL NEED TO START STANDING TOGETHER AND DEMAND OUR LOCAL GOVERNMENTS START INVESTIGATING CHEMTRAILS!  THEY HAVE TO STOP!  I BELIEVE THE CALIFORNIA DROUGHT IS A DIRECT RESULT OF THE CHEMTRAIL SPRAYING.
STAND FOR TRUTH!  WE ARE BEING SLOWLY MURDERED ALONG WITH THE EARTH DUE TO THE ALUMINUM, BARIUM AND OTHER POISONS BEING SPRAYED IN OUR AIR!

Guest Post By 'Sage: TO BE in the LIE - "BELIEVE"

A very good friend of mine wrote this:  TO BE IN THE LIE "BELIEVE"  - It is excellent!  

Thank you, Sage for writing this and allowing me to put it on the blog. 

From 'Sage":

According to the few survivors of the ferry incident where so many died, they were told by those in authority to don life vests and patiently wait for help. The majority did just that. The only survivors were those that didn't obey those orders but jumped to safety instead. This has started me thinking back over my entire life of obeying and the reward/punish cycle that enforced it.

My God, how complicit we all have been for so long.... so many lifetimes to get where we are today. I cringe when I think over just my own lifetime. Most especially, how I enforced it on my own children that are now paying the price along with me. The excitement of participating in the sham of fake individuality which is such things as 'dress backwards day' or 'wear pajamas to school day'. Such blatant bullshit to make us believe (there's that word again!) that we have a legitimate outlet for our individuality when in reality it just indoctrinates us further into their program of 'obey' and 'believe' and conformity. All to lead us like cattle down the chute to our own destruction and enslavement. These images are flashing through my mind as pictures, photographs of the past. I cringe at each and every one of them and I want to tell my children that I was wrong..... always wrong. I was wrong to believe in the lie that those who call themselves our leaders care about us or our survival. I'm here to tell you that they don't. I'm here to tell you that they live lives so separate and apart from ours that we can't begin to imagine the chasm of differences. They are parasites that feed off of us and we mean no more to them than a cow or a chicken or a pig mean to us.

I became a vegetarian almost a year ago. I know that it's a label and I don't like to use them anymore, now that I know how the labeling system reinforces the 'obey' and 'believe' indoctrination agenda. Evidently, my decision upsets and offends others. They demand answers as to why. Then they're upset and offended when I tell them of the time that I worked and lived on a supposedly 'natural' farm where the animals were supposedly 'humanely raised and harvested' and of the time that I participated in this supposedly humane harvest, that I looked back at the lucky few that were too small for the harvest. That they were huddled together, burying their heads under the bodies of the others and I knew for a certainty that these poor beings were deeply traumatized and that the trauma would be there in their tissues for us to ingest. It changed me and I will never participate in that system again. I will never ingest the tissues of the desperate, traumatized, tortured-for-a-lifetime beings. I won't give my energy to the Satanic cult of the 1% that benefits both spiritually (negative) and financially (energy) by their system of cruelty and domination. Oh, and if I'm asked about my decision and I state my reasons, I'm told that I'm upsetting that person and ruining it all for them. No, that's not my intention..... you go right ahead and enjoy taking in the negative energy encapsulated within the tissues of the poor dead creature laying there on your plate. The other excuse, of course, is that "We need the protein. Our hair will fall out. We'll have spots and ridges on our nails that indicate a lack of protein. Our skin will look flacid and pallid. We'll be physically diminished." Well, my hair is falling out but not as much as it was when I was eating meat. Maybe that's because I'm ingesting less radiation by not eating meat. No way to know that for sure since everything concerning radiation is a big fat lie and coverup - especially since FUK-U-shima. I used to have dry ridges and spots on my fingernails when I was eating meat and now my nails are smooth and pink. The way they were when I was much younger - before the poisoning of our air, food and water was in full force as it is today. Hard to tell with the skin since I am getting older and the effects of the heavy metals raining down on us day after day, thanks to the dedication of the pilots and programmers that ensure our safety with massive chemtrailing, may be affecting my skin. As for energy levels..... well, I feel pretty danged good and I can walk farther and faster without getting winded than my own daughter. I just tell those with their objections and excuses for continuing to participate in the cruelty that it's a personal decision or a process. What a cop-out on my part. I admit to being a coward still. The truth is that we have to choose a side right now and I've chosen mine and any other choice is the wrong one. So sorry if that's not politically correct (PC - the new label to keep us afraid to wake up). Y'all just waddle on off to the natural farms and get yourselves some of that humanely harvested flesh and enjoy the hell out of it since your conscience is now properly and correctly assuaged. Enjoy.

The truth. What is the truth? How the hell do I know??!!!!! They've stolen the truth and hidden it away. As far as they're concerned, the truth is only for them. Everything we see and hear on tell-lie-vision and even the internet is just to reinforce the lies. Speaking of upsetting people that don't want to know the truth of what is happening in our world..... get a load of this video. I should give one of those politically-correct (PC - again!!) 'disturbing and graphic' warnings about this video as it shows the end result of the radiation and other crap that is raining down on us and is being fed to us through our food and water supply. That way we can all avoid looking at the little bits of truth that somehow leak out and we won't be upset. Sheesh! We all say we want the truth and the few times we get a glimpse at it, we turn on the messenger for upsetting our fake-ass reality. So, no warning for you. Go ahead. Look at the deformities in the infants, the animals, the plants. Really look this time. Let the reality sink in for once.      Video is below..



I just want to tell my children that I was wrong. That I was indoctrinated and a screwed up believer. I was wrong to tell you that the key to a good life was a college education. I shake my head in disbelief at how that turned out. All those kids that paid so dearly and will pay for most of their lives just to be brainwashed and further indoctrinated into the debt based slavery of the top 1% - which I now call The Insanes. These kids get out of college loaded down with debt and yet haven't learned a damn thing. Then they can't find a job worth a damn and end up working for $10.00/hour - which goes to their loans - which goes to the Insane criminals at the top. What a fucked up system we've let happen to them. How we've let the next generation down by allowing this to happen to them.

I just want to tell my children.... JUMP!!!!! Don't listen to them. Don't listen to me. Follow your gut instinct. Follow your survival instinct. It's there for a reason so listen to it. Pray. Because there is a God and it's not the same one as theirs. Don't be good citizens. Stand up for yourselves because there is no savior coming. We've let you down and I'm sorry. Don't obey. Don't believe. Jump. I love you.

Why am I here? What is the purpose? Do you ever have those questions?

I am in one of my 'moods', where I simply don't understand "Why am I here and what is my purpose?"

Do you have those days?  Where you just don't see any 'good' purpose for your life?

Even though this is something I would normally keep to myself, I feel I should go ahead and write about it.

There are many things on a personal note, I don't write about even though I have had an urge to express my feelings.

This time I felt I should write about it for some reason.

I had a really bad day, yesterday.  I was in a terrible mood due to various reasons.  I mainly blamed it on our rescue rottie (Shiraz) as she destroyed many outdoor cushions and the yard was a disaster of pillow stuffing.  I was upset over that and the fact she is still going potty inside the house, even though it has been 3 weeks since getting her.

It of course set the stage for my being horrid yesterday.  But the real problem was 'me'.  The real problem has been what 'my worth' during this lifetime is.   What am I doing with my life and where am I going?

I have been working intently on 'connecting' with the higher vibrations, 'God' in my life.  I have been studying how our vibrations are everything and how we draw to us and our lives are a result of 'how we think and feel'.

I feel as if I am in a rut now.  What is the purpose of my doing what I am doing and what am I doing in the first place?

Why write about things such as Chemtrails and the lies of politicians besides what is really Truth?  When people deny it and won't/don't want to wake up to the Truth and help eradicate the lies and stop what the 'insanes' are doing?

Why are we living through this existence when the thrill and fun of living is not there?  Why are we just 'living' the life we are if it is dull and boring?

I am someone who wants to see the world and all the magnificent places in it!  I have been blessed to see much of it, but there is so much more.  Places I want to see and experience: Machu Pichu, Southern part of Chile, Easter Island, Arctic, The Amazon, Pacific Atolls, the list goes on and on.

What is my life at this point?  What good am I doing?  Where is my life going?

We all have different desires in this life.  We all have different purposes and reasons we are all here, in our lives to live.

But the common purpose we ALL do have is to learn to LOVE each other and be ONE with each other and all things.

Yesterday, I was very unloving.  I was unloving to myself and my dog.  As I said, I blamed my dog for my bad mood, when I really knew I was upset with myself.  I have come to that understanding, at least.  When I am really upset with my daughter, I know it is because I am really unhappy with myself.  When I do get really upset, I always think about it and know it is me, not whatever the situation is, that is really bothering me.  It is where my life is right now, yet how I really desire to have something different at this time.

I pray for everyone to fully know the truth of themselves.  I put my energy into that.  I also put my energy and prayers into people understanding how everything in our life is from where we put our energy and thoughts.  I have been seriously working on changing my energies into the positive and creating prosperity.  Yes, I believe having money (an energy) is a good thing.  I understand how I have repelled it in the past through 'feeling guilty, that it is bad, it doesn't make you happy, and so on', which is how we have been trained to think about it.

We have been trained to have limited thinking in all we do.  We have been trained to stay within our 'bounds' in society.  We have been trained that to have a lot of money, makes you an un-spiritual and bad person.

Yet, we are trained to worry about money and our situations constantly.

When we do worry about it and put our energy into our problems instead of solutions, we cause the problems to become bigger.

We are controlled in every aspect.   That is the other problem I was having yesterday.  The fact that everything is controlled besides the poisoning of the Earth, animals and people.

Another underlying frustration is "How do we stop and change what is going on?"  That is a huge frustration for me.  How do we stop the Chemtrails?  How do we stop the brainwashing and how does the Truth of all things, get revealed and come to light?

Yes, I am venting here.  It is hard for me to get this out, since it is very personal feelings and thoughts.

I do wonder "Why am I here?"  We have to feel we have a purpose and doing something in our lives instead of just living it.  I really desire to make a difference, not just in my life but in the world.  

I get frustrated and angry with what is happening in this world.  The way the Earth is becoming toxic from the insanes and how they are so greedy and controlling.  They have set us up to be reliant upon them in every way.  They have not allowed 'free energy' devices to come to the market where we could all be self sufficient.   They have our energy revolve around oil, nuclear and fossil fuels instead of our each having our own energy sources that are non-toxic to the Earth.  They do this in greed and for control of the people.

There have  been many times I have questioned "How is this being allowed by God and isn't what they are doing against Universal laws?"  The way they poison our food, water and air, how is that being allowed?  Is there a universal law that by them showing us things in movies and in the media we then allow those things to happen against us?

We are so brainwashed to constantly compare ourselves to others.  The advertisements are (especially for women) where you have to buy this product or that to try and look like this person or try and stay young.  We are set up for failure.  We will never be 'good enough' in our own minds the way the media has set it up.  They photoshop pictures of women too.  No one is perfect and even those at the top (models, actors, etc) are insecure.  Look how they have to drown themselves in drugs and alcohol.

In other words we are suppose to strive to be what we can never be.  We are set up to not be happy with Who We Are!  We are set up to be insecure!  Can we look at each other and see the beauty of who we really are?  Can we see each other in the light of Love and the beautiful soul/spirit that God created?  Instead of seeing each other's human imperfections and worrying about our imperfections?

I am over it ALL!  One thing that gives me peace is knowing I am a soul in a human body having an Earthly experience for growth.  But then I have days as yesterday where I feel like a complete failure and my life is nothing.

It is hard to stay in a 'positive' attitude, every day without letting the negativity get to you.

One thing I have thought and have contemplated many times over and over again.  It is, in the Bible it says "Christ will Return".  Here is what I have thought about many times.  The fact that Jesus said "You can do as me, if you have the faith the size of a mustard seed."  (I will ask everyone to go and get a mustard seed, if you don't have one, go to the store and buy a spice container of it.)  I believe Jesus came to show us what we can do if we live in LOVE for ourselves and each other.  He said that too.  I believe WE are the ones who are suppose to save ourselves!  We are the ones who have to change our way of thinking!  We are the ones who need to loves ourselves and each other, without the divisions of country, race, culture, politics, gender, religion, etc.  We should look at all others as ourselves.

Then I get frustrated and question "How do we do that?"  "How can we do that, when our world is set up to be the opposite?  How do we get past the brainwashing and control of the way we think and feel?"

I am venting as there is so much going on that puts us off our 'path'.  How do we change the path?  How do we really make a difference?  How do we make our life worthwhile?

I expect many reading this, have had the same thoughts and questions about their lives.  Many have had days as I did, yesterday where my life feels as if it is nothing of value.

We are in this All Together!  It is really up to us to change things and change our way of thinking.  It is up to us to work on eliminating all the 'limiting brainwashing' that we have been subjected to since birth.

There have been many times I have wanted to write about very personal thoughts and feelings and I have stopped myself.  It is too 'revealing' to do that to the world.  It is too personal.  But this time I have written about very personal thoughts and feelings.  It is tough to do, to put yourself out there for 'ridicule or exposure'.  We have been trained to hide our very personal thoughts due to 'what others may think' of them.
Well, I guess I am trying to step out from our limited thinking by posting this.  Will I post it?  Will I hit that 'publish' button?  If you are reading this, then I have gone ahead and taken steps to 'reveal' inner and personal thoughts/feelings.

How do we help each other?  How do we help ourselves?  What is our purpose?  How do we live every moment in Love?  Are we expected to be Loving every moment?   Where is my life going?  Will I be able to overcome the limited thinking and will Truth come out about who we are?

Over and over I read about 'meditating' as the way to understanding and all the answers are 'within'.  It is something I have not been good at, as I am a hyper person.  I get frustrated about that too.  I do wish the answers were right there and I didn't have to sit quietly and 'listen' for them.

THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO VENT MY FRUSTRATIONS AND INNER THOUGHTS/FEELINGS WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! 

Thank you to a good friend who sent me this movie that is about our vibrations and how we attract everything to us, besides influencing all that happens in our world.

Together we all help each other raise ourselves and become aware of the Truth of ourselves.

People need to understand how Universe and OUR POWER! Those who work to control us, know the secrets of vibrations and our power. They have structured our world so we do not know it. They changed all things that are in harmony for us. From changing the musical instruments from 432 hertz (that is harmonious) to 440 hertz, which is chaos and in harmony to us.

This movie - explains WE ARE THE POWER and those at the top took/hid our power from us! IT IS TIME TO EMBRACE OUR POWER AND THE TRUTH OF WHO WE ARE! KNOW THE TRUTH! KNOW AND EMBRACE YOUR POWER! Through the truth of ourselves we WILL change our world together!

Everything is Vibration!

Something I have come to understand.  I have said I am 'Awake and Aware' the last few years.  I now understand, I am 'Aware' but the 'Awake' part will only come when I am fully awaken to the Truth of ourselves and our Vibrations.  Through knowing myself in Truth of the Laws of the Universe/God and applying them, then I will become 'Awake'.  I am on this journey of understanding and I sincerely hope that my journey in understandings and putting information here, helps other people with their journeys.  Just as many friends send me information (as this video) and I send them information, together we all grow and awaken to our Truth.  

Movie: Mind Science Kept Hidden We ARE Vibrational Beings.

Searching For Truth, Self, Creation, and Trying to Discriminate between Lies mixed with Truth. What I desire, Deserve..... Understandings.

The following is my opinion.  It is what I feel through my years of searching for the Truth of All and ourselves.   When I put: is, are and things as 'fact', those are my understandings of what is but may not be yours.

I feel the desire to express myself and what I understand at this time.

We are all on a journey during this lifetime.  We are here to grow, Love and Create to grow closer to God and our God selves.

I have this very strong desire to know Truth!  Not just Truth of what is really happening in the world but Truth of ourselves and who we ARE!

I wrote a long time ago about finding out the meaning of 'Apacolpyse' ,  in reality the meaning is wonderful.  It means the unveiling, the truth coming out, what is hidden is shown.   Those at the top (insanes) are the ones who made the word fearful to the public.  They used it as "the end of the world" meaning.  Yes, it would be the end of their world and control but it would be the liberation and freedom for the rest of us due to Truth being revealed.

In the years I have been searching for Truth and All that is, I have come across constant lies in books and information that is mixed in with Truth.   From my point of view, everything that is out there has first been gotten a hold of by the insanes and changed for them to maintain control.

Many will get upset when I say this, but it includes the Bible.  The bible has truths and untruths in it.  It was changed where we are not to look within but we had to always look outside of ourselves for God and we have to ask God for any good things to come into our lives.   God is vengeful and destructive etc.  Even when I was a kid reading the bible, it did not 'feel' right to me.

There was another bible, The Kolbrin bible that came to my attention the other day.  I read it completely yesterday.  I was hoping for Truth and that it was not changed by the insanes.   But what I felt (my own knowing) is it was corrupted by the insanes already.  This bible was suppose to have been hidden away and was in safe keeping for thousands of years.  I read it and found that the blame of the fall of man and why we are where we are, is because of women.   Women are the bad guys in this bible.  Then it has how it is okay to kill in war and so on.... Bullshit to all of that.   Yet again I was hoping to have found Truth and yet again I found lies.    But I did find from page 126 - there were truths (in my opinion) about God and what he says is and isn't.  I then understood why churches would not want this information out, because God says "Churches are not needed."  It is all within us and if there is any section that is good to read of that bible, it starts at page 126.

I have read hundreds of books, from new age to mainstream popular books.  I am in the middle of reading "The Tibetan living and dying book." right now.  I have read Christian, Buddhist, and many other different type religion books, in my search for the Truth.   I have gone to many churches (all various religions) but have not felt comfortable at any one of them.  To me they always talked about money and needing more money for this or that of the Church.    The part that I have stopped at of the Tibetan book right now is the section where it says "We are made to drink from the amnesia waters before coming back into a human body."  That section matches with a book that said we are prisoners and we go through amnesia treatments to keep us prisoners between lives.

I do want to rant about that part for a moment.  WHY do we have to go through Amnesia treatments between lives?  Other books say it is through 'Grace" we do so..... where we don't remember all the 'terrible' things we have done in past lives, so it doesn't hold us up in the current life.   Sorry, but I do believe that we would grow faster if we could remember the bad things we have done previously.  We would learn better to not make those mistakes again.   We would also remember the Wonderful things we have done.  We could ask for forgiveness of others and forgive ourselves.  Don't we have to do that currently anyway?  Don't we have to constantly ask for forgiveness from others and work to forgive ourselves when we do things that are not of 'God' in this lifetime?   So if it was Grace to forget all between lifetimes, then why isn't it Grace to forget things from moment to moment in this lifetime of the negative we did previously?

Do the insanes know the truth?  I believe so.  I believe they have not had to go through the amnesia process we have to go through between lifetimes.  I believe they are able to simply move their spirit from one human body to another when needed.   I believe they have been on Earth for thousands of years and have been controlling all at the 'top' (governments, presidents, etc).  I believe we have not ever seen one of their faces either.  I believe they control all behind the scenes.

Everything that has been written or we have been told in limited thinking is a form of them controlling us.  I saw the movie "A Brave New World" and wrote about that a couple of months ago.   It is about the control of the people through brainwashing them to be happy as they are and to remain slaves.

Understand too.... we have been taught language that limits us and we have been brainwashed with limited thinking.   We have been taught to say "I am only human" when we fail at something.   Well, guess what - You and I are NOT only human!  We  are not human bodies that have spirits/souls inhabiting it. We are spirit/souls inhabiting human bodies!  There is a big difference when you switch that around!

We are Souls and we all have the 'breath' of God within us!

I am not going to list the multitudes of books I have read.  Some of them have freaked me out and left me confused that were suppose to be truth.  One, not long ago said we are simply slaves that were stuck here and are destined to just keep going round and round (like a rat on a wheel) over and over again in lifetimes here on Earth.  That we are prisoners and Earth is the prison and there was no way out.   It said this has been going on for millions of years.   Well, this really pissed me off as you can imagine!

Freedom and Truth - those are my two mission words for myself and wriing on this blog!  FREEDOM for

All of US to know ourselves and Truth of all that is!  After reading that book, it instilled those two words in me, even stronger.

I know there is divine intervention in our lives.  I have experienced absolute miracles in my life, I should not be alive today.    Even knowing this, I have to say.... there are so many times I have just thought "Life on Earth is too hard to navigate"   I have felt this due to all the hate, anger, and division of the people, purposely caused by the insanes.  I have felt this when horrible things happen,  Japan, Fukushima, Haiti, Philippines, etc.   It hurts for people to be in such distress besides the Earth being in such distress and being poisoned and killed.  I can't help myself and I cry when it gets too overwhelming and sad.  There is so much pain happening in people's lives and the Earth. All those people in the Philippines right now are going through pain and distress in a way we can not even imagine.  How do we really help them?   What can we do?  The only thing I am able to do at this time is to radiate Love, Healing and Strength to them through my own energy.   Also to pray that God and all those of pure light help and protect them.  It makes me so sad.  Just as the sadness I feel for the Earth.  From being made toxic through Fukushima and Corexit in the Gulf.  The insanes are killing the planet through their Greed!  Due to them 'controlling' all aspects of our lives and not allowing us to have the Freedom of energy.  Think about it... both nuclear power and oil are both control mechanisms which do not have to be due to their being Free energy available to us all.   But they can't allow Free energy, as they would then not be able to control all aspects of our lives.

Being on the journey for Truth is hard and I don't want to have to do this every lifetime!  I don't want to have to try and figure out my "God' self and how we are ALL ONE!  It has taken me 51 years to get to this moment and I am still just at a one step forward.

I do know we should not hate one another.  No matter how much the insanes try and create a 'bad' guy in another race, religion, culture, etc.   We ARE ALL ONE!  Everyone of us is a soul of beauty, Grace, Love and Light inhabiting a body.

We are all taught different things through our culture.  But that does not mean those are truths.  Our cultures teach us, our beliefs that originally came from the insanes!   Think about it!  What better way to have control then to keep everyone separated so we all hate each other.  What better way to have people murder each other due to their religion etc,  so they created hate between us.

I sincerely pray that people see the Truth of it all!  See the God within everyone else and ourselves.  Feel the Peace and the Light of God.  Yes, that begins with me!  I struggle everyday with this.  No matter how much we talk, walking the walk is difficult!

I can say another thing.  Part of our limited thinking that we have been brainwashed with is believing it is good to struggle and be without.  It is good to be poor as God loves those people more.  BULLSHIT!

I can tell you.  There is a difference between money or having things have control over you compared to you having control over it!

It is GREAT to desire and HAVE Money in this lifetime.  When you have domain over money and you utilize it for your own growth, happiness, and helping others you are living with being able to be co creator with God.  You control the money.  Now... if money controlled one (as it does at all the banks, governments and corporations of the world) that is pure Greed as the top shows they have.

I have been working on positive thoughts and creation for a long time.  Yes, I have begun 'seeing' and feeling being a millionaire.  Not for the sake of just having money but to be able to do what I most desire (not want... because by saying want... you will always want... but desire/deserve are the words that should be used).  I desire and deserve FREEDOM!  Freedom in many varied ways!  Freedom in knowing Truth of myself and who we ALL ARE!  Freedom to see the Earth and the absolute glorious beauty of it.  Freedom to discover and uncover mysteries of it all!  I have had people try and tell me, desiring money is a bad thing and it is in the matrix of those who control!  What I say is it is what God wants us to have!  We are not here to suffer but we are here to overcome the suffering to learn to create the best for ourselves and others.  Yes, money is what has been the matrix of creation by the insanes, but we need to use their creation for our own benefit, as it is the world we are in at this time.  Using it, we also are able to overcome it.

I believe we ALL can have whatever our hearts and souls desire!  I don't believe any of us need to live in poverty or need!  We need to bring the God self up and create the world of which we all have the right to live in!  A world of plenty!  A world where no one is in need!  We all have that Right!  Together, we have all created what the world is right now though our energy.  That is because our feelings, thoughts and understandings have been corrupted by the insanes.  By them creating the division and hate we have the world how it is now.  It is a reflection of ourselves and our energy we put out everyday.   That is why they work on keeping us in Fear and they have many out there to do just that, who are suppose to be 'truth tellers."

If we could all use our energy in radiating LOVE to each other and seeing everyone feeling the Love and Light of truth of ourselves!  That is what I pray, radiate everyday.  For the truth of ourselves to come forth and for everyone to bring their Light and Love of their true selves to guide them.

Yes, I have also prayed in saying I release My will completely and have given over my life to "God's Will".  In doing that... I am still not giving over my life to something that is outside of myself.  But I have given over my life to God's Will which is the highest and perfect of all and thus my life is guided through Love and I live my life in the highest possible way.   Do I accomplish this every second?  No... but is my intention and constant energy put into releasing my will (ego) every moment so God's will guides my life and controls it?  Yes!   It is through our intention we begin to accomplish the God living of Truth!

Am I good at relaying my feelings and thoughts completely? No... I am sorry I am not.  But I am still trying to relate what I feel and understand as my truth.

I will be totally upfront... Here is my intention..... I desire to be free from ALL debt!  I desire to have 20 million dollars in my bank account!  Yes... that is a REAL desire and that is where I put energy into that being created for me!

What do I desire to do with that 20 million dollars... Well one thing is I desire this exploration boat.  Amazing it is named "Kindness to the World".   Yes, it is a few million dollars too.  It is not one of those super fancy yachts, but is is a solid boat in my opinion where I could go to the places I desire to go.  I desire to go to the Arctic, Chile/Andes, Antarctica, Easter Island and so on.  I desire to see the Earth and it's many places!  I desire to go to sacred/mysterious sites of the world.   I desire to have the money to be able to be able to take care of the boat and see the world.   Also I desire to use some of the money in creating FREE energy for the world.  In having true Free Energy systems be invented, so the people of the world have Freedom of Energy!  I desire to help others, family, friends etc in having some financial freedom!  I Desire FREEDOM!

I visualize myself living on Kindness to the World, I visualize myself moving on to it!  I visualize myself owning the boat.  How it will happen?  I don't know.  I trust it will!  I believe it will!  Somehow it will all be provided! Belief is the first step.

I believe it is possible!  I am not putting limits on how it will come to me!  I believe God/Universe is unlimited in abundance!  There is Nothing wrong with desiring the best in life!  There is nothing wrong with desiring something that may seem impossible!  It does NOT make someone evil or bad!  When we understand having the domain and control over something compared to it having domain or control over us.  This goes for everything in life.... from sex, drugs, drinking, etc.  Do we have control over those things... or do they have control over us?

When we have the intentions on living with God's Will in control... then nothing has control over us and we are able to live how God means for us to!  Love, Prosperity, Abundance and Light!

Thus is my understanding of money and desires!  Our desires are not bad when we have the control.  Would money rule my life?   Yes and No.... right now money rules all of our lives.  We have to have money to live on a normal basis.  It is the matrix that has been created and right now we are all within that matrix.  So... do we live with worry and strife everyday where it is controlling us through our thoughts, worries and fears?  OR do we become the controller over it?  Do we take the helm in our hands and begin steering our feelings, thoughts and fears into creating the highest and best so we control it?   But NO it would not have control over my life.  I would control it, I do not covert money for it's sake, but I will use it for my own self in growth.

There is such a huge difference!  I desire to control my life and all that is in it through God's will!  I desire to have all that I need to accomplish all that I desire.

I BELIEVE!  We all have to BELIEVE!  THROUGH BELIEF IT IS!  Through God's Will It IS!

When we take full responsibility for our lives and how it is... through our direct creation from our feelings and thoughts... then we can change our lives and our world!  We can help change other people's lives for the better!  

It  is not easy!  We have been brainwashed so badly by the insanes that we have to intently work on releasing the brainwashing and limited thoughts so our God Selves can come to the fore front and guide us!

GOD LOVES US ALL!  WE ARE ALL ONE!  WE ALL HAVE GOD'S BREATH WITHIN US!  WE ARE ALL CREATORS OF OUR WORLD!  WE CAN ALL CHANGE THE DIRECTION OF OUR OWN LIVES AND THE WORLD!  WE HAVE THE POWER!  THROUGH LOVE AND THROUGH THE ONE TRUE SOURCE OF PURE LIGHT OF GOD - WE CAN WALK!  

DO WE CHOOSE LOVE AND HAPPINESS OR DO WE CHOOSE LIMITED THOUGHTS THUS CONTROL OF A LOWER VIBRATION?  

WE ARE ALL VIBRATION.... WE ARE ALL ENERGY!   WHERE DO YOU PUT YOUR ENERGY?

RELEASE THE FEAR!  EMBRACE THE LOVE!  EMBRACE THE ABUNDANT GOD UNIVERSE WHICH DESIRES TO PROVIDE US WITH THE RICHES OF THE UNIVERSE!  NO ONE SHOULD LIVE IN LACK, FEAR, SLAVERY OR WANT!  WE ALL HAVE THE GOD GIVEN RIGHT TO LIVE IN ABUNDANCE, PROSPERITY, LOVE AND HAPPINESS!  IT IS UP TO EACH OF US TO CLAIM WHAT IS OUR GOD GIVEN RIGHT! 

I BELIEVE, I CLAIM!

General Wesley Clark Proves U.S. to Invade and Take over Syria since 2001 - Obama more War Mongering than Bush Was!

This video proves two things.

First there is NO difference between Obama and Bush!  

Second the U.S. has wanted to Invade and take over Syria since 2001.





I want to say... I Hated Bush!  I hated everything that man did!  I wanted our country to be a Moral country once again!  I wanted a President that would restore our Freedoms, Liberty and Morality.

Obama lied in every speech he made to get elected in 2004!  People believed him, including me at the time.  I believed that he would restore our Freedoms!  I believed we would not go and invade other countries because we wanted to grab their resources and money.

Yeah... I was asleep at that time!  But the day of his first inauguration, somehow I knew that the man was not who he said he was.  Since that day, I have never watched another one of his speeches.

Yes, I fully admit, I was taken in by the LIES!

What Obama has proved being the most war mongering President we have ever had is there is NO difference between him and Bush.  They and all in Washington are controlled by the same people behind them, pulling their puppet strings!

With the UK government voting against a Syria attack, Russia and China warning the U.S. there would be severe consequences our Peace Prize Winning President wants to go it alone to attack Syria.

What is funny, all those who are Democrats still are totally behind Obama!  They are so BLIND and support all his violations of the constitution and all his war mongering!  They refuse to wake up and see the TRUTH!

Even though I wrote the above, I have noticed that Huffington Post a completely Democratic bent news website has an article about Obama going it alone and did not put up a complementary photo of him up.  Besides that the comments are totally against Obama and compare him to Bush.


The Syria situation is so upsetting.  Because those who are awake know that is was the U.S. government behind the chemical attack that murdered thousands of people in Syria.   Remember a few months ago, another chemical attack was first blamed on Assad and the Syrian government, then the truth came out that it was the rebels (U.S. backed) that committed the murders of innocent people.


There are multiple videos out that show the Syrian Rebels constantly murdering innocent people. They murder children, women and anyone who supports Assad. These are Who the U.S. government backs, supports and provides the gun and ammunition to Murder the people of Syria! THIS IS OUR GOVERNMENT! WAKE UP!

Here are some examples - WARNING GRAPHIC HORRENDOUS MURDERS BY U.S. SANCTIONED AND SUPPORTED AND FUNDED REBEL/MURDERERS!



Here the Free Syria rebels murder men for being a certain religion and backing Assad. They call them dogs and disfigure them.





We the people continue to be silent in the U.S.!  We the people continue to let a lawless government of the U.S. continue to invade other countries and murder people around the world.

It appears that those who are suppose to be our representatives in D.C. are staying as far from the people as possible.  They are staying in their hands off bubble.  An article on business insider today has the fact that our representatives no longer want to be in front of those who voted them in.  
They can not defend being little puppets for those who control them, instead of doing the Will of the People who voted them in.  We have no representation anymore of "For the People and By the People" government!   It is time for people to Wake Up and get every single politician voted out of D.C.!

U.S. constantly uses chemicals against their citizens, from Chemtrails, to GMO food to Vaccines, besides the water. Understand the U.S. leads the chemical attacks upon their citizens! We are bombarded with chemical attacks from our government every moment.

WHY?

Because the controlled media lie and tell the people what to think because the people can not critically think on their own anymore?

I don't hate anyone in the Middle East.  I don't hate Muslims, even though this government and media perpetuate hate.

Everyone of us on this Earth are here for Truth!  Truth of who we are.   We could actually change the world if we stopped being led down a path as sheep to division and hate.   If we actually put our energy into LOVE for ourselves, our Earth and Each other, we could instantly have a different society and world.  The vibrations of LOVE would be unstoppable!

PLEASE do not Hate!  Please put your energy into PEACE and LOVE!



 This video shows perfectly what is happening in the world today.

The hate and division that is and has been created by those who "control" the world and media.  They create hate between people because they feed off of it and it is a way of controlling the people.

It shows small children hitting a defenseless child and terrorizing her.  It shows the hate and violence that is perpetrated in this world against others due to their race or religion, etc.

After I watched it last night,  I actually went to sleep with tears in my eyes wondering how we can stop all that is going on from war to hate that has been created.  



Miley Cyrus showed at the VMAs  perfectly show how our society has been led down a path of low moralities and becoming the lowest in vibration possible, besides accepting a new normal of low.

What has been created for our world is Hate, division, violence besides being the farthest from LOVE of ourselves and all others.

It is so sad and I have prayed for everyone in this world to see their own Truth and to see LOVE in themselves and everyone  else!

That is really all we can do, since we have no way of stopping wars and lies from governments so they can keep taking over the world and controlling other societies.

The only thing we can do together is put our energy and to visualize LOVE and PEACE for everyone!  To visualize everyone waking up to the TRUTH of our POWER and what we put our Energy into, comes about.

We need the 100th monkey for things to change.

I am upset over what is happening so I am pouring more and more energy into PEACE that begins with me and radiates out.

It sounds silly to combat this with LOVE and PEACE, but once we fully understand how the Universe works and the POWER of ourselves and where we put our energy.... then we understand the difference each of us can make.  It is the only way I can make a difference for the world, since I have no control over what our government does.  The Only control I have is where I put my energy and I Choose PEACE and LOVE.  Sounds naive?  Well... try it yourself and see how it makes you feel and how naive it really is.   What runs this world is our energy, what manifest is through our energy.  Do you want war, hate and division?  If not, don't put your energy into what the media and government want you to.  Try it...

TRUTH... What is it?

TRUTH

I have been going through a metamorphosis over the last few months.  Which is why I have not been posting much. I have been going through what is important to me and what is not.  What I need and what I don't.  I have been getting rid of my excess "stuff" and releasing all material items that I don't need.  I have been trying to sell my house to be able to live on a boat and have a more simple life.   I have had many interested but for some reason they don't go through with it.   So my house has not sold as of yet and I realize I have been blocking it from selling in many respects because I have not wanted to really give it up, yet I want Freedom.   

I have been feeling there is much more for me to do, other than what I have been doing.  I have questioned what my "purpose" in life is.  What makes me happy?  Where do I want my life to go?  I had not found the answers and got more frustrated in many ways.  I have been feeling there is so much more and I am more than what I have been. 

I have written about many things over the last few years and most of them have been in anger about what is going on.  I have also known instinctively that all that is going on is about keeping people in fear, hate, division and confusion by those who understand TRUTH of our world. 

I have "prayed" over and over again for a long time for TRUTH of our world to be revealed to ALL, not just a few.  

I don't go to an organized church because I have never felt comfortable at one.  I have always felt it is a control avenue and it does not have the full TRUTH of my searches.  I have tried many different organized religions when I have wanted to go to church, I found they always talk about needing money during the sermons, of which is when they should be giving inspiration not saying "We need money."   I have been turned off by that.  I have been turned off by the rituals of the Catholic church too.  I have gone to many of those and even went to a Catholic all girls high school in New Orleans.   I found the rituals were just that, they were something you had to do without meaning and substance.   These were my experiences and that does not mean it is what everyone else feels or experiences.  

What is TRUTH?  What is your personal TRUTH? 

That is the first question that needs to be asked of yourself.

Is your TRUTH what you are told by another authority?  Is your TRUTH what someone in a Church has taught you?  Is your TRUTH what your parents taught you?  Is your TRUTH what the government and media has told you?

What is TRUTH?  

As I personally know TRUTH, it is without boundaries, it is without fear, it is without hate or division.  TRUTH is LOVE!  TRUTH is LIGHT!

How is TRUTH, LOVE AND LIGHT?

LOVE does not hate. LOVE does not divide. LOVE does not fear.  LOVE is Freedom!  LOVE is the basis of who we all actually ARE!  

I just finished a book that I believe all that are in the search for real TRUTH should read.  It is titled Magic White and Black.   The link to the pdf is in the title, where it can be read for free and downloaded.  I downloaded it and printed it out to read.  There is amazing information that resonated with me as complete TRUTH.   

I watched this video last night and it resonated with me and rang true.  We have been programmed and we are led by those who control the Earth to be angry, hate and stressed out.   I have watched many videos on spirituality and there is a great wealth of knowledge and people who have the best intentions to help others.  All it takes is your own desire for Truth and do some searches about  it.  

Here is an article that is short but resonated with me about our TRUTH.  Awareness is the Key. 

None of this follows the dogma of traditional Religions as taught in churches.  But churches are part of those who control.  We are churches ourselves.  We don't need a building to go to, to discover and open up to our own Christ ianity.

Everyone of us are sacred, everyone of us have meaning.  Everyone of us are important.  Everyone is connected to each other.

There is another thing I have been doing.   I have been visualizing every single person on this Earth having their Light within becoming stronger.  We are all here in different forms and living different lives through our own choices.  We are all here to grow in knowing ourselves and our power of Love.   I have found when I am out in public I radiate LOVE to everyone around me.  I try and see them as me.  I may not like people and their choices but I am working on LOVING everyone as within they are the same as I am.  We all come from the same source, we are all in TRUTH, LOVE!  

We have more Power than those who control and they know that.  That is why our world is set up through darkness.   But LIGHT can always take over darkness, darkness can never take over LIGHT!  We need to focus and be determined to be LIGHT in this world.

Where will I be taking this blog from here on out?  I am not sure.  Will I be able to stop myself from writing a fear based event and try and get information out?  Will I try and put more and more empowering articles here?  Will LOVE be in everything I write?  

I have always wanted TRUTH in my life.  I have realized from my early childhood, I have always been a rebel.   I went against authority when I was small and I still do so today.   

Will some come here and say I am being "new age" and thus being evil? I have no doubt they will. As it is part of the control. Will some quote religious dogma as taught by the churches? Yes. But will that change what my Truth is? No.

I am taking the step outside of my comfort zone... yet this is becoming my comfort zone. Bringing out, Who I am in TRUTH, becoming Who I am in LOVE and shining my LIGHT as much as possible is now my mission.

Through our thoughts and feelings we are the creators of our lives and world.  If more of us are determined to create LOVE and Shine our LIGHTS every day, more and more TRUTH will be revealed and the darkness will fade away.

We can create Paradise here on Earth, if we stop falling for the division of race, religion, politics, etc. as those who control keep us divided through hate tactics.

I ask everyone to join me in LOVE!  Join me in helping each other to be Who we really are!  Join me in helping each other to LIVE TRUTH and Open up to TRUTH.  Not everyone will accept the TRUTH at this time.    We have been conditioned to not give up something we believe in, because we have put our energy there.  Where we put our energy is what happens.

I feel we are at the time where people really need to understand the truth of themselves, as it is the only way we can change the world and what is happening.   

Choose LOVE, Choose the Best and Prosperity in your Life!  We all have the Right to having the BEST in Life, we simply need to choose in and put our energy into that.   

Choose Freedom!  

I DO LOVE EVERYONE!

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU!  THANK YOU FOR BEING OPEN TO WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN!

THANK YOU FOR BEING A LIGHT FOR THIS WORLD!

I BELIEVE IN YOU! I HAVE FAITH IN YOU! I HAVE FAITH IN ALL OF US TOGETHER - LIVING THE TRUTH

LOVE!

UPDATE - 8/12/13 - After I posted this on the 11th - later that day a Rainbow formed in my yard.  I put the pictures on Youtube.... Amazing sight and Beautiful! 








The below are some songs from Cecilia - Voice of the Feminine Spirit.  This is a CD that I listen to over and over again.  In fact is is almost all I listen to.

Lyrics to Cecilia - Two Swans matched in Flight

Through dawn’s mist a ray of golden light

Across the lake, two swans matched in flight

Wing to wing, they glide together,

joined in love, and bound forever

Fly the air, let us soar to mountains high

Live with faith, ask not why

Ride the wind, life befriends all those who dare

Hold the thought, have not a care

Embrace your love

Express your heart

With every breath you take

Come what may, let us take this golden day

Walk the poise, all fears allay

Come what may, all unfolds the way it should

Within my heart, there is only good

Chorus

Those gilded wings so full of grace and might

You wrap me in your feathers pure and white

You teach my soul of many hidden things

Prepare me for all that life will bring

Lyrics to Cecilia Silver Wings

The past it taught me well,

and sometimes though I fell,

it’s plain to see,

the lessons were for me,

they came to set me free.

If God’s plan for me is to reach higher,

I accept the call, that’s my desire.

For within my heart, the everlasting dwells.

‘Twas fate that showed me how,

to profit in the now.

The game of life,

is stepping past the strife.

So let us be,

it’s come to set us free.

Chorus

Let me voice my plea,

And let me touch my destiny.

Fly me, fly me, on silver wings,

to the place where angles sing.

And here is a song that I listen to over and over again and try and embrace completely :Sacred Hum

Lyrics to Sacred Hum

I toiled and toiled and then I found

The source of all eternal sound.

What tone is that? I’m often asked.

In what phrase is it cast?

I cannot say from whence it comes,

It runs and runs.

My heart knows, ‘tis from above;

Eternal love.

‘Tis so. ‘Tis so. ‘Tis so.

‘Tis so. ‘Tis so. ‘Tis so.

Within lays a mysterious fact,

Taken from an ancient tract.

Tell me, is it flute or drum?

Nay! It is a sacred hum.

Within that hum, a violet hue

Comes flashing through.

In that tone, the healing light

With all its might.

Harmonic Tone

Angel’s voices bending space and time,

Calling all heaven’s bells to chime;

Inviting souls that are pure of heart, become,

The sacred hum.

I LOVE THIS ONE... Cecilia - DAUGHTER OF THE MIDNIGHT SUN

Lyrics to Cecilia - Daughter of the Midnight Sun

"The land of the midnight sun is bathed in celestial light.

In the pristine freedom of snow and sky, you discover the

sound of silence. Wherein dwell the radiant colors of the

feminine self. Soft as snow, strong and deep as ice."

Run daughter run,

show the others how it’s done. 

Run daughter run,

run to the land of the midnight sun.

Daughter of the midnight sun,

mount your sledge, run and run.

Breathe the freedom; air so pure;

body strong and heart demure.

Run daughter run,

show the others how it’s done.

Run daughter run,

run to the land of the midnight sun.

Be brave as you ride across the tundra.

Open your heart to nature’s wonder.

Touch the silence as you roam;

princess of the celestial home.

Run daughter run.

Travel fast, travel far.

Run daughter run.

Show the others what you are.

Can you hear the wolves,

calling, calling,

to the sweetness of

your heart and inner soul.

Listen to wolves,

howling, howling

for the wildness of

your nature self.

CHORUS

Be the colors of reflected light;

embrace the void, there is no night.

Let the wind comb your hair,

the midnight sun reflects and fair…

Run daughter run.

Run to the land of the midnight sun.